I was watching him. The way he flung his jersey over to the hamper, when he unbuttoned his pants and threw them to the hamper too. The sweat that was thick on his chest and forehead.
We haden't talked in three days. We had a flight booked for tomorrow. And then it would be Vanderbilt. I just wanted to see were we stood relationship wise. His Nana's funeral was awfully devastating. What do.i do or say to make him feel happy once again???
" hey! " i looked upto meet his eyes and he had a towel in his hands. " i said i'm gonna go shower " he repeated and i nodded.
" umm Toby? " i asked and he looked at me confused. " can i come with? i mean i already showered but i uh, we need to talk "
" but cant this just wait ti- " i shook my head and got up walking to my bathroom. I sat were the tub is, i turned around while he got nude and once i heard the shower run it was cue. " talk cuz this is awfully uncomfortable "
" right um " i paused and thought. " do you still want me to go with you to Vanderbilt...I just i, i feel like i'm just in your way lately " he didn't say anything. " and..i really do love you, but i feel that if you and me aren't talking...how do you love me? "
The shower shut off. And he hit something and cursed. " look " he said and opened the curtain half way but still covering baby Toby. " i love you sooo much, sometimes i might not show it. But i really do care, i just lost the woman that i love most in my whole life. I'm not trying to be mean and leave you out but just give me time. "
I got up and furrowed my eye brows.
" i saw her Toby! I did! I cant even fucking sleep at night! " i said and covered my eyes as he stepped out of the shower wrapping it around his waist. " and your telling me! That my boyfriend doesn't even have the decency to think about what i went through!? " He wrapped his arms around me and i snuggled upto his chest. " do you even want me to go with you? "
" ofcourse i do princess. " he murmured into my hair. " i need you "
" doesn't seem like it " i whispered breathing deeply.
" who'd take care of me? " he asked with a smile. " or cook, or clean "
" so i'm your maid! " i asked crossing my arms. He laughed and picked me up setting me ontop of the counter.
" no, but who would do all those things when i dont have time? " he asked. " who would love me, and kiss me, " he asked and kissed my lips. " who would by just one touch turn me on sooo much " he asked wrapping my arms around his neck. " who would ever take your place? " he asked.
I looked up at him. " so where do we stand? Am i still your girlfriend? Or am i still gonna be ignored? "
He smiled and kissed my lips. " just kiss me baby, like you mean it " I pursed my lips and he frowned. " well then TUH! " he said turning around and i whipped him back to me. " oh i like this! this is nice " he winked.
" shut up " i muttered and kissed him needingly. His hands trailed up and
down my back and i arched into him. The kiss got hot and so when i was trailing my hands up and down his chest i hit his towel and it fell. " omg i'm sorry " i muttered and caught a glimpse of.. ' IT '. I covered my eyes and blushed.
He smirked and chuckled. " if you wanted to see it all you had to do was ask baby, no need to be ashamed " his lips curled at the ends. He pulled my hands off and i stared up at him, the temptation of looking down was unbearable.
" can you just put a towel on? I just i uh feel uncomfortable you know? " He shrugged and i bent down to get his towel when i almost hit it with my forehead. " oh god! " i groaned amd handed him the towel. Which he wrapped around himself. " just get dressed for Dinner Toby " i sighed and walked out running fingers through my hair.
