Regrets (A Harry Styles Fanfic)

Chapter 7

A/N Sorry for the long wait guys!!! I was in South Carolina for a week for family reunion and I just got back from a week at Disney so I was super busy, but I'll shut up now so you can read. I tried to make this chap super long and hopefully you guys like it :*

~Alyssa :*

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Recap:

I was in my thoughts until Alex started to talk. "so Vinnie tell me about your self." I sighed. "well I love all time low, Coldplay, Ed sherran. My favorite color is burgundy. I am 18. in college. live with my two brothers and sister. how about you?" he was about to say something when another voice cut him off...

"Well hello there Vinnie. Fancy seeing you hear," a husky british accent interrupted. Oh god it's Harry. "What are YOU doing here?" I snapped. "Hm feisty. I like it," he said with a cheeky grin. He looked so adorable when he smiled like that. He was wearing a thin white v-neck that showed off the black ink that was etched into his toned body. His bottom half was clothed in a pair of dark wash jeans and black combat boots. His curls were pushed back, covered by a black beanie. Alex cleared his throat, snapping me out of my daze. "Uh... Sorry," I muttered as my cheeks flamed a shade of red. I looked over to see Harry smirking at me, knowing I was checking him out. "Remember that kiss? We should do that again sometime," Harry said with a wink. Trying to piss off Alex and make him leave. To both mine and Harry's surprise, Alex encased my hand in his, challenging Harry. Jealousy crossed over Harry's features for a split second before returning to his usual expressionless stare. I leaned into Alex, resting my head on his shoulder with my arm wrapped around him so I could see Harry's next reaction. I noticed his clenched jaw and fists. I then stood on my tiptoes and placed a small kiss on Alex's cheek. Harry was enraged. His breathing had sped up and his knuckles were turning white. "I think we should go.." Alex said nervously. The tension between all of us was so thick it was hard to breath. We really did need to get out of there. Too much testosterone for one girl to deal with. "Yes you should," Harry growled, not breaking eye contact with me. If looks could kill, I'd be dead right now. Thankfully, Alex tugged on my arm lightly, making us turn away from Harry. I could practically feel a hole burning through my back from Harry's intense stare. I glanced over my shoulder to see if he was still there, but he had already turned around and started walking away. To my surprise, I was actually a bit upset that he wasn't still there. I shivered slightly due to the minimal coverage I had from my shorty shorts and tank top. Alex must have noticed because he took off his jacket saying, "If you're cold, you can have my jacket." "No it's fine," I declined. "No I insist," he said trying to place the jacket over my bare shoulders. "No!" I giggled, running away. He easily caught up to me, pulling me into a bear hug and spinning me around. I giggled as he pecked me on the nose. "You're cute when you laugh," he said laughing. I started blushing. "And when you blush," he added smiling an adorable half smile. His expression immediately hardened. I raised my eyebrow and cocked my head to the side quizzically. "Um...D-did you really... Never mind, it doesn't matter," Alex stuttered. "Just ask me. It's fine," I replied, trying to get him to finish his question. "Did you r-really kiss H-harry?" He asked, his previous smile wavering. My eyes widened in shock. Well that was unexpected. "Um... I um... Well... Um kinda sorta... Yeah...." I stammered. "But it wasn't a make out session or anything, not even a peck," I added quickly. He gave me a small smile. I know he didn't approve but that was in the past so it's not that bad. I mean it's not like I wanna kiss him again. 'Oh but you do' my conscience adds. Ok maybe I do wanna kiss him again... 'Or more than that' my conscience adds again. I mentally slap her. I'm still a virgin and I want it to stay that way for a while... Don't I? "Vinnie? Earth to Vinnie!" Alex laughed, waving his hand in my face. "Sorry," I said giggling. He looked into my eyes, his mouth curved into that dreamy half smile of his, adoration clear in his eyes. We had finally arrived at the spot he planned on taking me. There was a plaid blanket layed out on the green grass. A picnic basket rested on top of it. It was a beautiful day for a picnic, as there was a nice breeze with the sun shining just right unlike earlier when the air was crisp and the wind was sharp. I sat down while Alex opened the basket he had packed for us. I was handed first a slice of gooey cheese pizza then an ice cold bottle of water. I gulped down half of the water then started on my pizza. I took a huge bite off of the end of the pizza, leaving a string of cheese connecting my mouth and the pizza. I broke the the piece of cheese with my finger and licked it off, earning an amused look from Alex. We ate our food in silence besides our chewing and swallowing. After we both finished our pizza, Alex pulled out a plastic baggy full of chocolate chip cookies. I grabbed 3 of them, shoving a whole one into my mouth. We finished off the cookies pretty fast, leaving us with full, bloated stomachs. A peaceful silence consumed us until Alex broke it saying,"You're really beautiful. You know that?" I blushed at his words. What was with this kid and making me blush? I offered him a small smile which he returned. "The sky looks really pretty," I said pointing my index finger at the sky. "Yeah it does," he replied looking up with his crystal blue eyes. "Here follow me!" "Wait up!" I replied as he pulled me up off the ground, grabbing my hand and leading me to a grassy hill. "Lay down," he demanded. We layed down next to each other, our bodies slightly touching. The view was heavenly an we were completely isolated from everyone else at the park. The blue sky was filled with fluffy white clouds. "Look at that cloud, it looks like a heart!" He exclaimed pointing his finger to the sky. "Hmm it does. Well this one looks like superman's house!" I said pointing to a big jumble of clouds. "What?" He said laughing. "Superman's house from 'Man of Steel'! It's right over there," I repeated pointing again. "You're so goofy," he said laughing, turning his head towards mine. Our faces were just inches apart. He started leaning in and I did the same. Last minute, I opened my eyes just a tad to see Harry's face in front of mine. I fluttered my eyelashes to see Alex reappear. I just decided to ignore my little daydream. and placed my lips against his. He moved his hand to my waist and rolled onto me. His elbow was propping him up so he wouldn't put all of his weight on me and his other hand rested on my right hip. I threaded my fingers through his hair, slightly pulling it causing him to moan. His tongue traced my bottom lip, asking for entry. My lips parted slightly, allowing his tongue to slip through. His member poked into my thighs causing me to moan. When I got the chance, I took Alex's bottom lip between my teeth and pulled, earning a moan. His right hand felt its way up my body, finally reaching my lower region. His finger poked at my entrance through my shorts, making pleasure shoot through my body. He continued to rub me until his hand found its way to the hem of my shorts. He tried to fit his fingers through but I grabbed his hand to stop him. We were moving too fast. I wasn't ready for any sexual interaction, especially not on the first date. He didnt get the message and unzipped my shorts. At that, I broke the kiss and pushed him off of me saying, "We're moving too fast, I'm not ready for this." "Ok that's fine with me. Sorry by the way," he said with an apologetic look on his face. We sat in an awkward silence for a minute until my phone buzzed. It was a text from an unknown number. 'I'll be at the park in 5 minutes to pick you up -Harry,' it read. No. No, no, no, no, no. I am not getting picked up by that, that... thing. Alex must've noticed my horrifying expression because he asked,"What's wrong, love?" "Oh it's nothing," I lied, shaking my head. He looked at me weird. I think he knew I was lying but he didn't push matters any further. I decided I'd reply to Harry's text. 'No you aren't, Amanda is,' I texted back. Bzzzt. My phone buzzed again. 'Tough luck sweet heart. Amanda was busy so she sent me.' Ughhhh. Just great, just flipping great! I decided arguing with him would do no good, so I decided I'd just wait until he tells me here. My phone buzzed, causing me to look at the screen. It was Harry saying he was here. "Alright Alex, well I gotta go. Bye," I said reaching out to hug him. He hooked his arms around my waist pulling me into a tight embrace. His lips touched the top of my head, causing me to smile at the sweet gesture. I heard a loud honk and then I saw a black BMW with Harry waving his hand out the window, motioning for me to come to the car. "HE'S picking you up?" Alex asked, hurt stinging in his eyes. "It's no big deal, there's nothing going on in between us. I promise," I said, pulling my bottom lip between my teeth, looking down at his lips then back to his eyes. He smirked at me then glanced towards Harry, slowly leaning in. I couldn't take the anticipation, so I crashed my lips against his. The taste of my cherry Chapstick lingered on his mouth. He slid his tongue into my mouth causing me to moan. After a while, we both pulled away, out of breath. "Bye," I panted, waving my fingers at him. He just smiled his goofy half smile, causing me to laugh as I headed for Harry's black BMW. Oh boy, this was gonna be an interesting drive home.

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A/N Hey guys!!! I missed you! Sorry I didn't update sooner, I was in South Carolina for a week and then I just got home from staying at Disney for a week so I've been kind of busy as you can see haha. How'd you like the chap? I tried to make it long so just give us your feedback in the comment and don't forget to...

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