Bloody tears

Chapter 2

As soon as I got home I called Justin. He was the only one I could talk to about anything.

"Hello?" Justin answered.

"Hey, it's Iris."

"You got a new number? I've been trying to reach you for almost 3 months." He asked.

"I got pushed in a pool with my phone in my pocket, so now I have to use my moms old phone. But anyways, what's up?"

"Well I just got off tour, so it's been slow."

"Oh great, we should kick it sometime."

"Haha yeah, defidently !" It was silent for a while.

"Justin.. Can I ask you something?" I got pretty choked up, but I had to ask.

"What's up."

"Since Madison died, I've been seeing a therapist. My mom makes me go, but today I went.. And he asked me something really weird," I took a deep breath,"Do you ever Feel Madi?" I could hear him breathing, but he didn't say anything.

"Like a ghost?" He asked. I knew I shouldn't have asked that.

"I don't know, just pretend I never aske-" he cut me off.

"No iris, you're right. I do feel her. I have dreams about her all the time. It's just, she was so important to me.. And now she's gone. I'm still not over it, but I always felt like she wouldn't have died if I had just been a few minutes earlier."

"No, Justin. She wanted to leave, and she got what she wanted. She was miserable, she's in a happy place now. You're the one who taught me that."

"Okay, I guess you're right. I just miss her so much, it's like everyday I see something that reminds me of her."

"I know exactly how you feel. Well, I miss you so much. When are you coming to California?" I asked, trying to change the subject before I started crying.

"Next week actually!" He responded, and I jumped up with excitement.

"Really? Maybe we can hangout, like old times!" I was so exited. We agreed that we would hangout, and we hung up.

Okay, I know what you're thinking.

'THE Justin Bieber?'

Yep, that's him.

We both grew up in Toronto, as neighbors. I remember in 3rd grade, Justin told me he had a crush on me. But of corse he denied it later because all of his friends said the girls had coodies. Hahaha, I miss when we were younger. I was always jealous, because him and Madison always hung out more than me as Justin.

As we grew up, Justin started getting more involved in music. No one was surprised when he got a record deal. My family even threw him a goodbye party.

We were all so happy his dreams came true, but the excitement faded.. And we all moved on. Of corse we kept in contact, and hung out every time he came to visit.

But when he came to Toronto 2 years ago.. Lets just say..

He almost saved my sister, on the day she killed herself.