One Direction(niall horran/5sos/littke Mix ff)

chapter 10

*********continuation from the last chapter ******

"Look if you would've just told me i could've solved it like i always do " lou said

"Well I thought I couldve solved it my self i thought I could've been the bigger person but not anymore i give up on my life i just can't handle it anymore "i said but what they didn't know was that i had cut the time before

*flashback*

Me and harry had come back from running and he was sitting on the couch i took one glance at him he looked happy i ran to the bathroom and found a razor and made 6 cuts on each arm

"Why did it have to be me "i said to myself i was so mad that i could jump of a cliff yet i won't

****end of flash back ******

As i finished remembering my flash back harry grabbed my wrist and I whimpered in pain he looked at me concerned before he turned my wrist around a ND saw the cuts

"Why "he asked and all eyes were on me

Niall's P.O.V

She cut herself and all because of me god why did I have to be so stupid damn it niall why do you have to be so stupid

"Because you guys don't understand and even if you did you wouldn't feel the pain "

God i caused her pain it was all the alcohols fault we shouldnt have never gone to the damn clubs

"But why "harry asked scooting over to comfort her damnt style i think Harry's the problem he said I could get drunk know and he wouldn't let me do anything stupid he said that i could dance with the fake girl ,and he kissed skyler

If it weren't for harry would relation ship wouldn't be like this oh my God i figured it out Harry's the problem

Thanks for stating it captain obvious

Who was that

Your conscious you doof keep up

Great know I'm going insane

"Because it lifted pain it helped to relieve its because I wanted to "she said

"You guys let's leave them alone "lou said he and the rest of the lad's got up and me and skyler were left in the room i got up and ran to grab my guitar and started singing i won't give up by Jason mraz

"When I look into you eyes it's like watching the night sky or.  a beautiful sunrise but there's so much they hold,and just like them old stars i see that you've come so far to be right were you are how old is you soul

And I won't give up on us even if the sky's get Rough I'm given all my love I'm still looking up, and when your needing you space to do some navigating I'll be here patiently waiting to see what you find " as I was singing she was crying and I didn't like when she was crying it was bad

"Skyler I'm sorry for every thing that I've done and I want you to forgive me cause I won't give up on us it was the alcohol and I have been lost with ought you "

"Niall I'm sorry I guess it's just since I've never had a boyfriend i kinda over reacted and I will forgive you "yes she forgave me

"So "