I took your hand and I looked into your eyes, and I said "We can beat this." And I knew you had faith in me. You knew, I would save you. And you would save me. You promised that you would never leave. I thought you wouldn't but now, here I am. And you're gone..
I remember the night we danced around our best friends kitchen at 3 in the morning, in the light from the refrigerator.
I remember the day you came to my house and I fell up the stairs and I hurt my foot and you had to carry me to the couch, then you got me an ice pack from my freezer.
I remember the first time you hugged me.
I remember the time you said everything would turn out fine.
I remember the time you said I had nice eyes, and how my eyelashes looked "well, pretty, i guess", to try and make me smile, and damn right, it worked.
Whenever you tried, you made me smile.
I remember it all.
Every single fucking moment.
Every hug.
Every laugh.
Every little gesture.
The one and only time you held my hand because I was terrified.
The time I felt so sad, and you were sitting across from me at the table. You texted me "What's wrong." And I wouldn't tell you. But you made me. And then you made me smile, and you texted me with "There's that smile I like. It's pretty, bro." And it made me laugh at a completely innapropriate time, then you laughed at me.
I remember the time you were my best friend.
I remember it all.
I remember every waking moment.
I remember you.
