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"You can't love me." He said sternly. "I don't care I want to." I said. "No I'm dangerous don't you understand I've killed people! I'm no good for you!" He yelled. "You're perfect for me I love you." I said calmly. "No! No don't say that!" He said tangling his hands in his loose curls. "I have to go, far away I can't stay you can't see me anymore..do you not understand?!" He added. "You can't tell me what I can and can't do its enough...I'm not leaving you to do something stupid!" I said loudly. "The police will be here and they'll take me away I'm giving you a chance to not witness that...run." He said looking behind him. "I-I don't care I'll get you out just let me stay!" I said. "No you can't-" he's been cut off by a police officer pulling him into handcuffs after pushing through the door. He was right...I did not want to witness them struggle with him or his pleading eyes trying to get out of their grip. I didn't want to witness them pulling him away from me. I didn't want to witness them harshly pushing him into the car and simply driving off without anything. I wanted to be right there with him. I could see him trying to hold back his anger, in which I've seen before. No matter what happened I didn't want it to be true I didn't want it to be real it should've all been a dream. I wanted the thoughts to stop I craved being with him and now that he's gone I'm a nervous wreck. Instantly I felt the mascara drying on my face as I found myself crying. I still stood there with the door open hoping he'd return hoping it was all fake, that sadly did not happen. Eventually I closed the door after twenty minutes of just standing there letting it all soak in I sat on the couch staring blankly wishing I could have said goodbye or did something. Now he's gone and I'm alone. I realized it was my fault he's got taken away if I would've let him leave he wouldn't have gotten arrested... The thoughts soon returning I found myself crying again as it began to rain which only made me cry harder. When it rained we'd always cuddle which I was now unable to do. Although I thought it wasn't possible I cried harder until I was asleep.
Well there we have it the beginning! I will start over from the very beginning of course so you can have details because that 🔝 is no way to start a story :) I do have 2 conditions though (sorry) number one: in order to keep me updating I will need you guys to comment and tell me what you think and if you want please share the story.
And number 2: PLEASE DO NOT RUSH. I understand my writing may be bad but I will not be able to update every day because there's school and stuff, sadly but yeah...hopefully you understand okay I won't hold you up any more :)! KEEP READING ❤️
