Lighten Up

chapter 1

"one.. two... three... four..." my little brother is counting in the corner. "...19... 20 ready or not here I come!" but im not trying to play hide and seek. lm trying to get away. from everyone.

I feel really suicidal right now. I don't know why. I was doing my homework like always and I started thinking to myself:
I'm pretty ugly ya know.. kinda fat too. I've seen girls at school and they're way better than me. I can't put makeup on at all. they seem to be a pro at it. I could lose some weight .. be able to wear a bathing suit without being insecure..

I grab my notebook and run into the closet while my brother trys to find me. I locked the door and start writing. I write down all my thoughts...

I'm tired of all the bullying. the fighting. I'm gonna put an end to this. no one should get bullied. NO ONE. but how is one person gonna end it all ?..