It's been two months since Drake has made me his own personal play toy, and even though the sex was great he was being a complete jerk lately, just because things had been going all wrong with his company he had been coming home and taking his anger out on me. Sexually not beating me, as i saida it feels great and all but it get's too much, i mean he's strong he's a vampire for christ sakes, and I'm starting to get bruises all over my arms, legs and stomache/hips from how rough he's being.
I woke up in the morning from the blazing light and also something steering in my stomach. I opened my eyes and my eyes widened at the sudden sick feeling, i ripped Drake's arms from around me and ran into the bathroom. I slammed the door shut and if me throwing his arms of me didn't wake him up that definatly did.
I was throwing up everything that was in my stomach when Drake came in the bathroom and scooped my hair behind my head and held it for me. When i was done i colapsed in front of the toilet Drake sighed "are you okay?" he asked i looked up at him and raised my eyebrow i mean is he serious, do i look okay? He nodded "look go brush your teeth I'll get you some pain killers" he said and with that he left the bathroom. I obeyed him and brushed my teeth and when i was done i walked back out to see Drake walking back into the room.
He had two pain killers in his hand and a glass of water in the other one. I sat on the end of the bed, he walked over to me and handed me the pills and water and i took them putting the glass on the table beside the bed when i was done. He crouched down in front of me and pulled my chin up with his fingers and smiled slightly "are you okay?" he asked i sighed quietly and nodded "yeah" i said simply. He nodded and lookedd down at my arms. He gave a confused look and rolled up the sleeve on his black shirt that i was wearing. Revealing the bruises that he had given me his eyes widened slightly and he looked up at me "did i do that?" he asked i sighed and nodded "yeah, but it's fine, I'm okay" i told him. He sighed and shook his head "your way more fradgile than i thought you were, I'm sorry" he said.
i gave him a confused look "why?" i asked simply he gave me a confused look "why what?" he asked i sighed "why are you being so nice to me?" i asked he sighed "look you may think it but I'm not a complete asswhole, i have feelings, I'm not completly heartless" he told me i smiled slightly and nodded.
"Well i gotta head of to work so I'll be home later, Phoenix will be up here to check on you, and just relax for the day, and try to feel better" he said putting on a white shirt from him closet. I gave him a confused look "and what will you do when you come home from work pissed of?" i asked not knowing why i just asked that, i mean he's still my 'master' i still have to be polite to him. And just because he hasn't yet doesn't mean he won't beat the shit out of me.
He chuckled "I'll punch a few walls" he said i smiled slightly "but i thought you said that doesn't work for you, i heard you shouting that at Phoenix" i said he smiled and nodded "well i guess it will just have to work, and i have a good feeling that today things will go well, and if i don't find that motherfucker pierce then I'll start interigating people that he knows, we have tracker on him, we should find him we're pretty close, and then I'm gonna kill him when i find him, why the fuck am i telling you this?" he said saying the last part to himself.
I shrugged, i was about to say something when there was a knock on the door, "come in" Drake shouted to the person, Phoenix stepped in the door pale white face and a shocked look on her face. She walked over to me and put her hand out to pull me up and when she did she put her hand on my stomach "Phee what the hell are you doing?" Drake asked in confusion. Phoenix sighed shakily taking her hand of my stomach, she turned to Drake and gave him a pissed of look. "You didn't read her file did you?" she asked Drake gave her a confused look "what file?" he asked "the file i put on you fucking desk Drake" she growled "no" he said shaking his head. The door opened again and Ben walked in.
Ben was Drake's older brother, he was really nice and he just moved in here after he broke up with his girlfriend that he had been living with, he cheated on her drunkenly and she kicked him out.
"Is it true?" Ben asked Drake gave him a confused look "can someone please tell me what the fuck is going on?" Drake asked "Drake she's a half breeder, she was sick in the morning, you've been having sex with her non stop, you work it out" Ben said. Drake's eyes widened and i was even more confused. "But she's only a half breeder that only gives her like a 50% chance that she could carry a vampires child" Drake said. "And there are other solutions she could just have the flu i mean she's still feeling ill now right, aren't you?" he asked me and i shook my head 'no' he sighed "fine, we'll get her a pregnancy test, but she's not fucking pregnant" he said and walked out of the room slamming the door behind him.
I sighed in confusion and Ben walked over to me. "Look Evelyn you might not have known this, no one probably thought to tell you but your a half breeder that means you have a possible chance to be able to carry a vampires child, as Drake said only 50% chance but it's still a possiblity and with the way you two have been at it, then i wouldn't be surprised" he said. My eyes widened "what? But i'm only 16" i said he nodded "yeah and it's not your fault, he should have been more careful and he should have read your file, but you may not be, it's just a possibility, Drake needs to learn to read the instructions" he said. I sighed and shook my head "i can't be pregnant, I'm not keeping it if i am, i refuse, i'm not having a child at 16 years old" i said Ben sighed and looked over to Phoenix and she just nodded "I'll talk to her, you get a pregnancy test, and after talk to Drake" she told him, he sighed and nodded "i hope everything works out okay for you Evelyn" Ben said before walking out of the room leaving me and phoenix alone.
Phoenix walked over to me and sat down next to me "look i need to tell you something" she said, i nodded for her to tell me too shocked to speak anymore. "Drake doesn't want alot and i know it doesn't seem like it, but he's a nice guy, he's just messed up, you may think he wants everything but he doesn't he just wants everything to work out alright. The three things that he wants the most is for every vampire to work together, to have control and a family, there the three things he wants the most" she explained. I gave her a confused look "why the hell would someone like him want a family?" i asked she shrugged "it's just something he's always wanted but being a vampire he couldn't have it unless he fell in love with a breeder" she told me. I sighed "well he didn't seem that happy when you barged in here saying i might be pregnant" i said she sighed and nodded "he's scared, i know he is, he's wanted this for so long, he's scared that it's not real that it might get ripped away from him, also the fact that your human and your carrying a vampire baby, you could die, and i know for a fact that he's grown feelings for you, as have you" she said i rolled my eyes knowing it was the truth but refusing to admit it. "Look i know you better than you think i do Evelyn,will you just trust me on this, i know that when we find out for sure your pregnant then he'll be a whole new guy, he will love and cherish you" she started saying with a big smile on her face but before she could say anything else i cut her of "yeah and that would only be because I'm carrying his child, none of that will be real, and even if as you said he has grown feelings for me they won't develope further, i don't want a fake relationship Phoenix i want to be loved for me not what i have inside my stomache" i told her. She sighed sadly and nodded, "okay can we just see what happens, and if you are think about keeping it, because it will truely break his heart if you don't" she said i sighed and nodded letting my long black hair fall into my face.
A few seconds later she left leaving me alone, i got up and walked to the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror, my hair was longer than last time i looked, my makeup was dark and made me look like i had panda eyes and my skin was snow white and my eyes were like shells, full of nothing. Only upset, because i knew that i was in love with Drake and i knew that there was no way he would ever love me back.
When did i become so messed up?
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