It was on the 1st hour of the date of my birthday of age legitimacy when I was fell into a deep sleep. Every thing was gray, as my eyes starting to look around; until I saw her blurredly on one of the alleys of a school I am not familiar with. I have felt a special feeling which I had never thought I would feel by the moment she splitted a glance on me and painted an alluring smile on her face. After then, I have felt mutual feelings I have never had before to her. I was wonderstrucked. I got stunned in seconds, to think what is happening and the meaning of this. Days passed by in my mind, things were getting closer than I thought would not. We have bonded the things we do have the same interest, roamed the places we think a best venue for to share and burst out our burdens and grudges, and looked at the sky and gazed stars together as if there is no other people in the world existing except us.
Till the moment comes into place, where the butterflies in my stomach are congesting, slowly lifting me like a weightless entity the time she started to hold my hand by her palm and clasp it tightly. During that moment, it makes me realize that the word forever is not impossible and can be made through. I feel so secured by her indescribable affection. As I look at her shining eyes straightly it really shimmers like the twinkling stars above. Just all of a sudden, a thing happened which was never in my consciousness she would do. She took a closer inch before my face. I was shocked off from my mind the moment she let her lips touch mine. It was like, the clocked has stopped and the corners were overwhelmed by white color as I saw them around. As she moves off from my lips my consciousness only then lit, and she gave a stunning smile. After awhile, she said farewell to me and excitedly delivered a super-duper tight hug. I cannot believe what is happening. I closed my eyes for a while to feel the moment. Yet, I felt something heat on my face. I tried to open my eyes widely but I cannot. A shimmering light hinders my sight to slowly recover from being close off. But when I turn my head to the other side to shade away from the light, I was astounded when I saw my hands holding a blanket. I realized then it was just only a dream. I was stunned in a moment and dumbfounded. Looking straightly without a sight on the ceiling – made me hardly to get off from my bed. I wonder why. I really wonder why she was. Nevertheless, in spite of its fartherness from reality, she was the reason of my first smile of 18th Birthday! LOL
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When I was already on my consciousness, I really wonder why out of the girls I have admired of she was the one I have dreamt of. I quickly find her picture in my phone and I proved to myself that I was not wrong ro her nature of beauty. I have decided to make it on my screen saver for a moment. I tried to get a courage to text her but I can’t, my confidence was not enough to share what had I deamt of last night. But that day was not been greed to me to make it. It was that when I make a group message, to thank all who had greeted me by such ways and means, sent to my phone contacts. She received it, and replied me instead of greeting me first, she asked why I did not invite her and let her know, in a consternation feeling. I explained why and then the conversation goes by. It came to the point where I swiftly shared what I had dreamt last night, at first she did not believe me but later on I had convinced her. However, the feelings remained like nothing had happened or there is nothing I have shared something good she would be amused. Thus there is really nothing between us. And I understand that, she has a boyfriend before me and I can do nothing anymore. Though, she still one of the girls I want to be with someday.
