I just wish I could see and talk to you again.
Why do I feel regret when I know I couldn't have done anything to save you?
Why does it still hurt so much?
Why did I have to lose the one person who knew who I really was so I didn't have to put up a wall and act like someone I'm not it just isn't fair?
I can't talk out loud because no one would understand.
My mum acts like she understands but she has acted like herself her entire life.
"Being gay is a choice! You're not born that way!"
That's what she'd say if she knew me the way you knew me tori.
I hate her so much why is it that when I think of you all I can see is your strength that I never had it isn't right.
I wish you were here to hold me and brush through my hair and tell me everything's alright.
Why are humans like glass we even shatter?
Save me from myself because I don't think I can do it anymore.
There are too many people around me saying they're sorry for what happened but they don't really understand and honestly I don't think they care.
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