It's only for show -H.S.

One.

Want to know what sucks? Missing someone.  Missing someone is just like a crave for love or for their touch. I miss my former best friend. Two words - Harry Styles. It has been almost 3 years without talking to him. I once lived a normal life, one that the guy and girl were best friends basically since about six years old but something happens.I am writing this because something bad and good is going to come out of this. Harry and I were soulmates not the ones where you are boyfriend and girlfriend but the best friend kind, we refused to separate but things change. People change. Life changes. Might I add we both shared a similar dream. A dream in which we both wanted to sing. We spilt merely after he went on x-factor. He wanted nothing more to sing that was his dream but I soon realized I was never really apart of that dream of his. He started hanging out with four other guys which soon named the band One Direction. Harry and I made a promise when he went on tour which was to never separate and to call each other every day or every week, he "forgot" he never called, never texted. I came to realization that our friendship was never meant to be and I grew hatred for him. After all these years, nine years of him in my life might I say, he wanted nothing to do with me.

Here I am today, four years later, laying in bed on my computer waiting for my agent to tell me to get up.

"Callie wake up you have a meet and greet in twenty minutes hurry up" Jolene my agent yells.

Sighing I shut my computer and get up to take a shower. Once satisfied with the temperature I jump in a wash my hair and body and hop out.

Grabbing the towel from the toilet I wrap it around my body and start to apply my makeup. After my makeup is done I walk over to my wardrobe whilst my hair is dripping down my back and pick out my clothes which happen to be a polka-dot blouse paired with jean shorts and flats.

I check my phone and see I only have 5 minutes to get there so I decide its best for my hair to air dry. I grab my purse and start to head out the door. Once out of the door my driver, Samuel, greets me and takes me to the meet and greet.

Immediately as I step out of the car the whole mall is filled with screams and smiling people. Trying to be nice I walk towards some people and take their pictures and answer some of the questions. I am then told I need to get to my booth where other people are waiting for me.

The whole day goes as signing things and taking pictures. I even got asked a question about my upcoming album and movie that will be coming out shortly.

Smiling I answer two more questions.

"Who's staring in the movie with you?" A short blonde asks.

"Quite a bit of people like Austin Butler, Vanessa Hudgens, Avery Anderson, and many more people that you have to wait and see" I exclaim with a wink.

"What did you name your new album?" A boy looking rather the age of fourteen asks.

"I wanted to name my album Kiss n tell but my management actually declined that since I have younger people who look up to me. So without further questions I decided to name it Maybe so. I preferred this title because most of my songs are about love or heartbreaks so meaning maybe so that theres a person out there for you." I smile and nod and get up from my seat to say bye to everyone.

Leaving the mall was a total chaos. Fans following and throwing things in my car.

Going to the studio to do one last seen for my movie which my movie is actually about two outcasts and they fall in love but one tells a major lie. But back to the point of getting to the studio it was even more of a chaos because someone leaked what studio I am working at so tons of fans were waiting outside so my agent had to sneak me in from the back.

Waving to my cast members I walk into my studio trailer to prepare myself. Putting on my new outfit I exit and get to the stage.

"Ok everyone on set now get in your positions!" The producer, Henry, yells.

Here goes nothing. Lights. Camera. Action.

"Elliot please listen to me I only did it to protect you I didn't mean to I am sorry. I Lo-"
I say in a sad tone while looking at Austin who is lead male and plays Elliot.

"COME ON SAY IT BEFORE I WALK ON RIGHT HERE RIGHT NOW!" Austin yells

"I love you dammit please forgive me"
I start to fake cry. Before this scene I was given these drops that make you cry and I put it around my eye and now it is stinging oh lord.

Clapping my director ends the scene and tells us we can go home since we've done a great job.

Finally getting exiting the studio and taking some pictures with fans I get in the car and I question Samuel if he can take me through In n Out drive through because let's be honest, best place ever and him saying yes.

After dinner I finally arrived at my home, in which, I am attacked by a slobbery fury little thing aka known as my puppy named Dutches.

Since it's only about five o'clock I spend the time by going on twitter and tweeting things to my fans.

@calscloud: Do a makeup tutorial please!!!
One of my fans tweets.

@CallieMatthews: Aha I will for sure xx @calscloud

@CallieMatthews: I love each and every single one of you. Thankyou all for being supportive of me xx.

Finally getting off the app I enjoy my time and watch reruns of Criminal Minds whilst eating Marconi on the couch to pass time. That ends to me falling asleep with my dog.

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Sorry if this chapter sucked its actually my first time writing a book solo but if anyone is interested in helping me just ask on her or dm me and I would be more than glad to have a co- owner.(: Tell me what you would like to see more in the chapters.