love at its best

Prologue

why stay alive when everything you want is out of reach, and everything you love stabs you in the heart. And the people who call you your friend, go around you like stones in a river. but that's what life is full of why, why,.....WHY. that question has been going thru my mind frequently. But it didn't fall into play until the day. The girl (Robyn) I love and want totally gave up on me. she didn't want anything to do with me. I thought that school was a get away place from the hell of my life at home. But I was wrong. School hurts me more, watching the people I love move away. It tops it on like frosting on a cake, and I was wishing life couldn't get worse. I was wrong...............