Bully

I wake up to the sound of my alarm going off feeling exhausted with every part of my body,dreading each day I wake up because my day never changes its always the same it never changes. I get up exhaustingly and put on my black converses,my denim jeans,and a plain white shirt."Jayce come the fuck down stairs", said my foster parent Theresa.
"Coming Theresa"  I ran down stairs into the living room and see her on the couch with her debauched boyfriend Fred while looking irate."why didn't you do my laundry Jayce"with a scowl on her face.
"I was doing my homework and studying I'm sorry Theresa I will do it after I have school" I say gingerly so I don't irritate her as I turn to grab my book bag.
"Hey! I'm not done talking to you Bitch" as I turn to look at her I notice she's drunk again and see all the beers stuffed in the couch as she pulls one out and take a drink while Fred smirks.
"Yes Theresa" I try to say in my niccest manor as possible
"You better be her by 5:00 and a minute over that well you will know what happens" she says with the happiest grin on her face.
"I can't Theresa I have work and study hall"hoping she will understand And let me be.
" I don't fuckimng care ur coming a five and you are going too watch Brandon because I'm going out and the fucking neighbors will call children services and take my check for him away and if you don't well u will get what comes to you "she smirks and looks at edd.I wonder what she was thinking when she looked at him but I'm more worried about Brandon and school because I'm almost late to the bus stop and Brandon is my baby brother.My biological mom died when I was 12 years old we lived in this small apartment and she would support us with food with prostitution.but one day her pimp didn't need her anymore and she begged him and told him if he didn't still payed her she would tell the cops he was a pimp but one hour later he shot her and she was in the hospital and told her cheip case worker to make sure me and my baby brother would stay together in adoption he was 3 at that age and didn't understand nothing he knew who was his mom and already learn to speak but it really didn't process in his brain that she was dead I dated with him every second I could after school never leaving his side making sure he was OK my mom was gone and I was the only one to look out for him so I made it my job.
" OK Theresa I gotta go to my bus stop see you at 5" as I put my phones in my Pockett and open the door to leave I hear Fred call me a Slut and clench my hand up and leave before my temper releases on him and I get punished like I'm a child but worse.finally I'm walking to my bus stop and smell the fresh air its humid and feels good to not be in the house isolated with my brother who is now 5.I get to my bus stop and see the same old usually people Jacob,Tiffany,and Alexis .I don't talk to tiffany PR Alexis because they are beautiful and gorgeous and when I tryed they just ignore me and side giggle or tease me from how I look I guess .Jacob I've talked to him before and knew him since 3rd grade we never really talked but he's been my neighbor and I can see into his room when I look out my room window.I wait for the bus to stop and wait for the bus to get there and when it does I walk on to the bus and sit in my usual seat secluded but always getting things frown at me and things yelled at me like "hi ugly" ,"why don't you just kill yourself stupid bitch no one likes you anyway",and "what are you wearing it looks ugly " I trey to ignore there hurtful words everyday and try no to cry and finally we get to school.

I will be updating very soon tomorrow