Not A Regular Girl (Justin Bieber fanfic)

Chapter 41

Angie's P.O.V

"I..." I kept repeating not knowing what to say.

"I what?" He smirked.

I licked my lip nervously and looked around trying to find a way to the change subject or I don't know anything but talk to him about this. I hate talking about this type of things and I know he knows that, that's why he is talking about just to piss me off which he is clearly succeding.

"So..." He says waiting for me to answer.

"I..." 'I' that's all I can say !! Ugh I can't believe to what I have become, before I knew him, I was a girl full with confidence and always had what to say but now I'm the total opposite, I hate what I have become to.

"I well take that as a yes" he smiles.

"Actually I didn't felt anything" That's right, I need to go back to be the same girl I was before I came to this messed up city.

"Oh really?" He smirks.

"Yeah" I say with full confidence but of course lying.

"So that means you won't feel anything if I do this?" He starts to lean in but I turn my face so he kisses my cheek.

"Hmm nothing" I smirk and turn my face to face him again.

"That's not fair you moved" He pouts. How cute he looks when he does that.

"Whatever" I turn around to see that the show is over. Damn I should have record It. I sigh and turn around again to go back to lil's house.

"Hmm I don't think the party is gonna end anytime soon so if you want we can go to my house" he rocks in his heels back and forth looking down. I don't get how he can be shy but also be cheeky, well... I have to say I like when he is shy because it's so cute but when he is cheeky.... let's say that's my favorite.

Hmm should I?, he is right, I mean the party seems that it just started so I doubt it well end any time soon, but should I go to his house? He might even try something on me but I'll just slap him, yeah we all know I won't.... ugh I hate him for having that affect on me.

"Hmm I guess" I shrug.

"Great" he grabs my hand and leads to his car I assume.

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"I hope your couch is soft" I say as we enter his house.

"What? You are not sleeping on the couch" he shakes his head.

"Hmm the floor? Okay, it's not the first time but I don't mind" I shrug. It really isn't, once I was at my friend's house, so we were hanging around but I was so tired because I didn't slept the other day let's just say my dad had company.. a very loud one back to the story, I was tired and she was telling me the most boring story in the world so I fell asleep in her floor and she got mad because I fell asleep while she was telling me her story so she left me sleeping there and didn't woke me till next day. I have more stories but that was the first time so take what you get.

"No you are not sleeping on the floor either" he sighs. okay if he is mad I didn't answer him so he wants me to sleep on the yard then I rather go back to Lil's house and sleep with a drunk dude, it would also not be the first time but story time is over maybe another time.

"Then where do you expect me to sleep, outside? I rather go back to lil's house and sleep with some drunk dude" I look at him like he was mad crazy.

He sighs and grabs my hand, something that he does a lot and I think it's on purpose, "No come with me" he says. It gave me the chills when he said that, reminding me what happened today when he said that, no wait yesterday it's already midnight.

He takes me upstairs to his room, I look at him confused. No way I'm sleeping with him on the same bed. Is not that we haven't done that before but that was different that time.

"I'm not sleeping with you on the same bed" I cross my arms around my chest, he rolls his eyes and takes his shirt off, I look away and pretend looking at his shelf full with pictures. Images of the time I was here, the day we shared our first kiss in this same room. I touch my lips and smile. I'm becoming a softy but I actually don't care, if I was becoming because of someone else than I'll care but it's Justin so no, maybe I should give him a chance I don't think he would ever hurt me like they did, he hasn't hurt me... yet but still maybe I should.

I walk to his drawer and find the same notebook i found that day, I opened it and saw more lyrics in it, I guess he has wrote more songs. I wonder what is his inspiration, I do feel a little jealous and it's weird because I'm not the jealous type.

"Hey what are you doing?" He comes from behind me and stands there, I know he is standing behind me because I could feel his breath on the back of my neck, it gives me goosebumps.

"Just reading" I say and keep reading the lyrics of one of his songs. I found one song in particular that I like.

"What?" I turn around to face him and my chest hits his bare chest. Why he had to stand this close to me?

"This" I wave his notebook on his face.

"Oh" he takes it and places back on his place but still not moving from our position, I could see his cheeks turning pink, I would be teasing him but I like it when he blushes.

"I like it" I smile.

"What?" He furrows his eyebrows.

"The song I was reading" I step back to make more space between us but hit the drawer.

"What song?" he bites his lip. Every time he licks or bites his lips i just... I don't even have words to describe what I feel but let me say just one more thing, that is damn sexy.

"I would" I smile again. I don't know why but I just liked it. The lyrics were so beautiful, I wonder about who he wrote it, I admit I do feel a little jealous, it's obviously about a girl.

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