I have a friend

I have a friend who was scared in who he was.

I have a friend who loved a different heart than he usually should.

I was the first one he told.

I love him even more for his bravery to tell someone.

I know he's scared about what the future holds.

I know he's angry at all the unexplained situations that happened not too long ago.

I know he's sad because he thought I left him ,

I never did.

I didn't go to heaven or hell , that's undecided yet.

I know the bags under his eyes gets heavier when I'm not around.

I'm sorry for all the mistakes I've made.

I really wish I was a better me for you , but not everyone can gurantee that. 

The tears I shed of missing you will not compare on how much my hear aches so much ,

knowing I can't be there for you.

I have a friend who I broke into pieces when I went away,

But he wasn't just any friend.

He's my bestfriend.

I don't know what's going through his mind , but I hope it's the same as mine.

That I miss him so.

I have a bestfriend who shouldn't worry about being alone ,

because I'm right there for him.

Just imagine me there for you , in every step you incounter as I do the same.