It's him. Again...
Why? Why does this happen to me? I love him. He is so handsome. No one will love me. No one. Unless he has feelings for me. Why can't dreams become reality?
I spend the whole of a lesson daydreaming and had a detention after school for 10 minutes. Ugh. French is boring. Well at least I'm with my best friend, Alex. We've known each other for 10 years now. High school is boring. Shame me and Alex have 5 subjects together. 5/15 subjects. I'm so glad we both got into the most educated school in Texas. It's fun. Very fun.
"So have you got a boyfriend yet?" Alex says in a lovey dovey voice.
"No. Have you?" I ask.
"Yes! Of corse I have a boyfriend! He's name is Dante. Dante Warderon. He's a senior. Alsos a bit, it's okay that you're a single pringle and I'm taken bacon," Alex says.
"SHUT UP! I'm sick of people rubbing it in that I'm the only girl who doesn't have a boyfriend," I yell at her. Everyone stares at me and then start laughing. My eyes begin to turn red and I start to twitch. I run to the girls bathroom and look in the mirror. I have mascara running down my checks. I grab a tissue and wipe the mascara off my face. Alex walks into the bathroom and notice my eyes are blood red.
"What happened?!?" Alex screams.
"Leave me alone," I say in a threatening voice.
"Geez. I was only asking," Alex says and walks out leaving me alone. I redo my make up and put my green eye contacts in.
"At least no one can see my real eyes," I whisper. I walk out of the bathroom and go to drama. I see Lizzie in a crowd and catch up with her.
"Lizzie!" I yell. She turns around and waits for me to catch up with her. We walk to drama together and when we reach the room we stand in our lines boys on one side, girls on the other.
"Quiet! Everyone when you are in your groups and rehearse. I hope you all brought your props. In you go girls and boys follow after," our drama teacher, Miss Rowley, says.
I get into my group, (me, Lizzie, David and Luke), and we practise our scene. Lizzie plays a school girl who gets murdered, David (Lizzie's boyfriend) has the role of the victims boyfriend, Luke plays a school boy and I play the role of Luke's friend and the murderer. I enjoy drama because in everything we do I play a killer/murderer. I love it.
"PRACTISE TIME IS UP!" Yelled Miss Rowley.
"Do you remember everything guys," Lizzie says.
"Yes," me, Luke and David say.
"LIZZIE! YOUR GROUP!" Miss Rowley Shouts. Me and my group get up and stand in our places on stage.
"Ready," whispers Lizzie. We all nod.
~The Performance~
"Hey baby," David says, "wanna go out tonight.
"Of Corse Honey," Lizzie says.
*I take my place next to look doing mime*
"Lucy! Matthew! Over here!" Lizzie shouts.
*me and Luke walk over to Lizzie and David*
"Hey Natalie and Lewis!" Luke says.
"Lucy can I speak to you for a second," David says.
"Sure I guess," I say.
*me and David walk over to centre of the stage at the front*
"Lucy, I need to ask you something," David says softly.
"What is it Lewis?" I say.
"I'm breaking up with Natalie and maybe you and I should date," David says in he's cutest voice.
"Well I don't know what to say," I say in my shy voice.
"Please say yes," David says.
"Well I need sometime to think," I say.
"Understandable," David says.
*we walk back to our places by Luke and Lizzie*
"So what took you so long Lewis," Lizzie says.
"Well Natalie I'm breaking up with you," David says.
"What!?!?! HOW COULD YOU! I LOVE YOU LEWIS!" Lizzie yells.
*Lizzie walks off stage crying*
"Well that was...harsh" Luke says.
"Well I did what I wanted to do" David says.
*Luke walks off stage me following and David following me*
*Lizzie walks on stage and I walk on hiding in a spot*
"Why did he leave me?" Lizzie questioned herself.
*I sneak up behind her*
*I pull out my 'knife'*
"Say goodbye Natalie," I say.
"What?!?!? N-" Lizzie dramatically falls to the ground.
~end of the performance~
"That. Was. AMAZING!" Miss Rowley yells.
"Thank you," Lizzie says.
"Ivy can I see you at the end," Miss Rowley says.
"Um okay, Miss Rowley," I say.
"WHAT ABOUT ME! YOU HAVE NEVER ASKED TO SHE IVY BEFORE! ALWAYS ME!" Lizzie yells.
"Well Lizzie you just earned yourself an hour detention," Miss Rowley said.
Lizzie stormed out of the room. I run after on to the roof. I was too late. She was dead... her lifeless body lay there on the green grass. Had she suicided or did someone push her...
