My mean girl

Chapter 16

I can't believe it's been five long weeks ever sincei ever saw or talked to Niall. What is more unbelievable is that he is now with her.

Did he forget about me that easy?

My phone rang for the tenth time this evening disturbing be from my light sobs.

"Hello?" I answered my phone.

"Vanessa, sweety what's wrong? You're mom called and told me that you've been locked inside your room since last night; what's wrong?" it was my best friend Viviana who sounded worried but at the same time a little mad.

I cleared my throat hoping to sound natural as if I were not crying out my many mistakes. "Viv I'm okay don't worry about me"

"Lies, I know something is wrong with you so tell me and please tell me its not because of what I read on teen magazine this morning," Viviana spoke.

Just hearing that made sob loudly and she obviously figured out it was because of him. "Goddamnit Vanessa, what happened to you? What happened to that strong girl that Niall first fell in love with? What happened to the blue eyed girl who doesn't take crap from no one? Where's that girl who did what she wanted, when she wanted no matter what people said? What happened?"

"I don't know it just... why? why her? why couldn't he have waited weeks?" I wiped my tears away.

"Because he's feaken dip shit" Viv growled.

"Vivian..."

"Sorry, Vanessa you shouldn't be like this you're much better that her. Ness I'll call you back in a bit my dad is blowing up my phone and he won't stop until I answer him. Okay? Talk tp you in a bit"

"Okay ..." I hung up the call.

Placing my knees against my chest I started to think about everything that I have been through...

I don't know what hurts the most; being the one who finishes everything off or having to leave the person you love for a mistake that ruined both of our lives. Mistakes can be made but what happens if that one simple mistake cannot be forgiven.

I thought we were happy, I thought we were in love and what I never thought was me leaving him behind. I don't consider myself perfect, I don't consider myself the best girlfriend, but what I did know, was that I loved him; I still do.

Now seeing him with her breaks my heart, knowing that all she wants is the attention makes me angrier with myself. We all know she doesn't love him the way I do; we all know he doesn't love her the way he loved me.

I don't know if I should let go, I don't if he still feels the same way as I do. What I do know is that Niall James Horan is the love of my life. I blame myself for what I did; I blame myself for walking away.

Being alone in this empty room far away from him makes my heart crack every time I look back at those memories we had. Like the day we meet, when we first went shopping, our first kiss, when he asked me out, our first anniversary, our first argument, the day he made me his. All of those memories that I once had with him; he is now having them with her.

Also his fans are not making the situation any easier, I love them for all their support; I truly do but they got to understand that Niall and I are no longer together. Their tweets make me smile and some make me cry. They called us 'The best couple ever' and now they call us 'The best ex-couple ever' they're still some Niall girls out there that ship 'Nessa' together but there is also some others that now ship the current couple 'Briall' together.

"Goddamnit Vanessa, what happened to you? What happened to that strong girl that Niall first fell in love with? What happened to the blue eyed girl who doesn't take crap from no one? Where's that girl who did what she wanted, when she wanted no matter what people said? What happened?" Viviana's saying from earlier was running through my mind.

She's right; I'm Vanessa Pierce the blue eyed girl who Niall deeply feel in love with. I am not going to let no stuck-up blonde take the spot that I deserve and once had. Niall still loves me I know he does; always and forver just like we said. It doesn't matter how much time it will take me, I am going to do whatever it takes to get back what once was mine; to be back in my beautiful leprechaun's arms.

*/*/* Niall's POV */*/*

"Niall give me some money so I can go shopping" Britney nagged for the hundreth time today.

"You just went shopping yesterday, didn't you buy enough clothes?"

"Nothing fits me or looks good on me Niall. I didn't ask you to do this to me, did I? she snapped but before I could even respond back my phone started ringing.

I signaled Britney to wait for a minute but all she did was roll her eyes at me not really caring, "Ey hello?" I answered.

"Hey you dip shit, do you know how much I want to fly my little arse to London and slap you?" I detected the very familiar voice of Viviana.

"Haha very nice to hear you too" I laughed.

"Seriously Niall? Couldn't you have waited umm like five months to ask her out and maybe like twenty years to get her in the situation that your beloved Britney is at this point" Viviana snapped with no humor being shown.

"It's a long story. Tell me how is she?" I asked referring to Vanessa.

"Devastated obviously" Viviana told me.

"Who the hell are you talking to?!" Britney yelled taking away the phone from me and throwing it on the floor.

"What in bloody hell is wrong with you, are crazy!?" I looked at her with disbelief.

"Fuck you I am not crazy! You are not going to talk to that slut!" she insulated.

"Wowowowowow who are you calling a slut?" I scrunched my brows together.

"Your stupid Vanessa! We are having a child now Niall, I never asked for this thing to be inside of me! You were stupid enough to get drunk that night and you wanted my company so this is your fault and if you ever want to see this kid when it's born you might aswell not even think about Vanessa."

"First of all-" I was cut off by her screaming voice.

"Don't scream at me idiot! I am not Vanessa. You don't want this thing to die as well, do you? Now, I'll be upstairs trying to calm down. Something you precious Vanessa couldn't do when she had her little accident" Britney smiled turning around and walking upstairs towardsnthe room that her and I share.

For once in my life I am starting to believe everything that Vanessa once told me about Britney. She's mean, but she's nothing like my Vanessa. Vanessa's sweet, kind, caring, and a beautiful mean stubborn girl.

Vanessa; she's my mean girl.