"What's wrong?" Jake screamed over and over again, sounding concerned at first then starting to get a little mad that I wasn't answering. Thing was I didn't want to answer. I wanted him to just let me cry in peace. I mean I didn't really wanna talk or think about it any more. I know he cares but sometimes he just cared to much.
"I don't really wanna talk about it right now." I finally managed to say, kinda shaky but I really didn't care right now, I just wanted him to leave and let me cry it all out. That's how I tend to solve my problems, just by sitting in a corner and crying. I could tell by the look on his face he was mad.
"What do you mean you don't wanna talk about it?"
"I mean I really don't feel like talking about it right now. Ill tell you when I'm ready to talk."
At first there was a moment of silence, until he broke it by saying "Well I'm sorry but I'm done. I can't keep this relationship going when you don't wanna tell me anything. So I'm just done!" And just like that he left. Every word slowly sinking in, hurting more and more the longer I thought about it. And I guess I knew this was coming soon, our relationship was slowly and slowly drifting away. By now I wasn't as sad, now just more angry. Today was just a fantastic day.
It was like an hour later when my phone went off. Making me jump by the small vibration on my butt, making me quickly pause my movie. I was watching nemo, yeah, I know I'm seventeen turning eighteen in two months but, I loved watching kid movies. I opened the text and instantly saw it was from jake. It read: "Baby I'm sorry I didn't mean what I said. I really don't want to end things, please text back if you forgive me."
I didn't answer and pressed play on my movie. I was right at the part where all the fish are stuck in the net, when I got another text. As I opened it I kept singing "just keep swimming, just keep swimming, just keep swimming, swimming, swimming, what do we do we swim." Over and over again in my head. The text was from Jake, it said: "Baby please answer, I'm really sorry, I miss you and can't stop thinking about how I was being a jerk to you. I shouldn't have kept bothering you about it. I should have just hugged you and made you feel better. Please respond I REALLY miss you and your all I can think about... I love you."
Again I didn't answer and started my movie. Finally it was over and so I went to eat some Oreos. Oreos are the bomb, I love them to bad I could marry one. But if you think about it, I would be charged for murder for eating my husband. Yeah so probably not a good idea. As soon I got my Oreos out and pored me some milk, my phone when off making me spill my milk. I looked to see who it was, even though I already knew who. Yep I was right, it was Jake. Why couldn't he see that he was right that its over and it wasn't meant to be.
Jake: "Baby I'm coming over to see you, we need to talk. I still love you and would hate for us to end. Ill be there around 4:20. Please babe forgive me." I looked at the clock it read 4:00. So I just decided I didn't care what I looked like and went to take a shower and put on some pj', (which was sweat pants and a purple t-shirt that said London on it). I am moving there next weekend. I'm so glade I graduated high school and am now going to collage in London! It's going to be great! The door bell rang bringing me out of my thoughts.
"Hey" he said while inviting him self in. "I came here to tell you I'm sorry in person. I didn't mean what I said. I-
I cut him off before he finished. "It's okay but I think you were right. We do need to end this relationship, it's to complicated. I think it would be better if we were JUST friends and only friends." It was hard to say that with out crying. I could see tears start to form his eyes.
"What?" He said shakily. Tears now poring down his face making me start to cry. "So were done then?"
"Yeah, but we can be f-" he cut me off.
