♥An open letter... for the one i love♥

♥wish before you read...

♥ for the guy that i love...

It's been four years now...

four years of waiting ....

  four years of hoping ...

four years of secretly loving you ...

I know you dont know me ...

Besides, why would  you even care to know me ...

im just a nobody ..

just a nerd looking girl ...

hiding from this thick framed eyeglasses ...

holding these big piles of books ...

I not even rich ...

I dont  have tons of friends ...

but I have a few...

My friends says I am not ugly ...

I know that I am not ugly but I'm just ordinary ...

No special characteristics that others may notice...

I am just a Nerdy student....

 I know you since we were !st year....

I know your name ...

Your address ...

Even your birthday ...

I know who your friends are ...

Who are your past girlfriends...

Where you go after class...

I almost knew everything about you...

How about you?

Do you know anything about me?

Except my name?

Let me introduce my self ...

Im Cheska ....

I am from the same village where you live ...

Maybe you dont notice me because I am not going out too much ....

I'm just one block away from your house...

Im 18 years old ... same as your age...

You know what? we have the same birthday!

That's why i love that day because it reminds me of you...

I always pass by your house...

Way back then, hmmm, 3 years ago...

That was the first time I saw you...

That was March 18 ...

Maybe you wont remember that...

But for me its memorable ...

That was tha day when I saw you together with your friends ...

You're playing guitar that time...

You look so cool and cute :)

I stop for a while and looked at you...

Then one of your friends tap you...

Point out to me...

Before you lift your head...

I rushed down the street so that you wont see me..

That time, my heartbeat was outrageous...

mixed emotions of shyness and LOVE...

From that moment...

I started to love you...