Kylex:the feels

Chapter 10~undecided

Kyle's POV

I was going to tell her that Johnnie told me to stay away from her,but I just saw her soft lips, her beautiful green eyes, and I forgot what I was going to say. And we sat there a few seconds. I kissed her passionately and surprisingly she kissed me back the same way. I put my arms around her waist and she put her hands on my cheeks on my face. I guess she liked me back. We pulled back and we stared at each other.

"Kyle I- I I'm so sorry, please don't say I kissed back to you to Johnnie,please." She said starting to cry. I can't believe she admitted she kissed back.

"Don't worry, I won't " I said comforting her.

"What were you going to say before we did that?" She looked into my eyes as I lifted her chin up.

"Um.. The r-reason was um.. I get nervous sometimes around you." I said. She smiled and we hugged what seem endlessly. The door knob turned and we both pulled away and acted casually. Everybody came in, and me and Alex didn't make eye contact . The kiss lasted almost 2 minutes,and I was so happy she didn't pull away!

Alex's POV

I was starting to get ideas if Johnnie will ever find out that Kyle and I kissed. I definitely felt sparks. Johnnie and me's relationship is not strong. He would get mad at me almost all the time. But I didn't wanted to break Johnnie's heart. The door knob turned and Kyle and I quickly pulled away and acted natural. 

"Aren't you going to give me a hug?" Johnnie joked as he spread his arms. I smiled and hugged him tightly. 

"Are you ready for tonight?" He smirked. Today was our 10 month anniversary and he was going to give me a surprise. 

"Yeah" I said as our nose touches and kissed. It kinda felt uncomfortable kissing the guy I'm dating with who I just kissed maybe my secret crush.

"Eww johlex get a room." Bryan said and me and Johnnie chuckled. Kyle just kept quiet. After what just happened, he seems like he doesn't care now,and it made me a little disappointed. Johnnie was sweet sometimes,and I would love him more for it. But with the words and anger he would put out to me, leads me thinking that Kyle might be the one for me, and not Johnnie.

Johnnie drove me to the beach and just sat there and hugged while looking at the crashing waves. 

"You seem quiet. What's wrong?" He said quietly.

"Nothing.." I replied not looking over him.

"Alex! This is our 10 month anniversary date and you still don't trust me!?" He nearly shouted.

"Johnnie, trust me for once that nothing is happening,there is no secrets I'm keeping from you!" I too said with raising my voice a little.

"Should've never spoken to you in the first place." He mumbled,but loud enough to hear him.

"Sorry, I'm just tired and stressed." I said now lowering my voice.

"You're tired? You're stressed? I'm the one who has to deal with your bullshit of you not telling me stuff,always think its not your fault." I started to tear up. I can't believe he said that. I ran away and got lost. I called an uber and the car was here. Just when I was stepping in the car, Johnnie harshly grabbed my wrist.

"You are not going anywhere you selfish bitch!" He yelled. I kicked his skinny legs and told the uber driver to step on it . I trembled and sobbed as I went to the apartment. Bryan and Kyle were staring at me and I ran to the restroom and grabbed a blade. As soon as I started to put the blade on my wrist , Kyle ran to the restroom, grabbed and threw the blade away,and hugged me tight as we both let our tears drop in our arms. I felt so safe in Kyle's arms. I got calm,stopped shaking and just enjoyed this moment.

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