The Bad Girl

Chapter 1

The speed, the adrenaline, the rush I get from crossing the white and black flag. Spectators screaming as the crowd went wild. My smirk grew as i gripped the steering wheel tightly knowing that i had just won the money again.
"Yo Queen, good run. I hope to see you back here tomorrow doing practice runs for the race next week"
Rayn said as he patted me on my shoulder. Rayn was my carcare mechanic . If there were an issue he'd take care of it.
"Yeah sure man" i responded with my hoodie up so that people may not see my face as i exit the grounds.
I sauntered out of the black Nissan GTR
"Queen is the best" the crowd fill my ears with their chants of glory.
I quickly headed to the bathroom and changed my outfit so i may not be easily recognized. My hoodie came down revealing my raven black hair with blue green and teal melting into each other smoothily cascading down my back. I stripped and place a black joggers grey vest and my black leather jacket and my silver songbird necklace.
I then marched towards home... lonely alone home.

"Daddy please dont leave me alone. Please come back! Please!!" Little nirvana called out to her fathers lifeless body lying in the cold brown casket. Her mother never came to the funeral as she was with her new fiance whom she ditched Nirvanas father for.
Nirvana was 14 at the time so she decided to try and fend for herself. She got jobs and since then the busy life was one for her.

I sprinted up the cold tiles and dropped to the huge bed staring at the ceiling. Thinking what would dad do if he were here. I find myself twiddleing with the songbird necklace. Unknowingly big tears dripped from my long eyelashes and onto my hands. I curled up in a corner of the lonely house and convinced myself that hes watching over me. I will do just fine. Thaat night i was drowning in alcohol and i smelt of faint cigarettes. The days were miserable. The days i thought about him. Dad.
The morning came so quickly; the sun illuminating from behind the horizon. The sky was transformed into a canvas of bright orange yellow pink peach and purple shades. I awoke with the sun to find my green eyes puffy and swollen
"Shit. Its school. Shit. I gotta get unddercover . Shit im late." I muttered to myself

I quickly showered and dressed to fit the part of "the nerd"
I slipped on a pair of bell bottom jeans a baggy t shirt a full bag of books my necklace which i never take off and my thick rimmed black glasses.
I drove to school on my motorbike parking it a few blocks from school so i wouldnt draw any attention to myself. Suddenly i bumped into this muscular chest.
I quickly shoved him away and proceeded to school ignoring the starky remarks i was getting.
"Your father didnt train you well at all. You have no fucking manners nerd"
That made me stopped dead in my tracks. I turned on the balls of my feet and went to the jackass jock.
"My fathers fucking dead." I said with darkening green eyes with little gold speks. With that i dropped my bag and threw a fist to his face one to his stomach and a knee to his groin.
"You better fucking leave me alone you hear that Gabe."
He stared at me wide eyed as i proceeded back to school. I entered the huge black gates of Hillview High School and scurried to my locker grabbig some books before heading to class.
"Hey baby. When u gunna drop this nice good girl shit act and be my real queen?" my cocky boyfriend said.
"As long as i can do it for to get out of high school. Dont worry ill see you later at practice runs okay"
I smirked inwardly pecked him and lazily strolled to my already late classes.

Later that day.
"Now where are you off to sweetcheeks?" A familiar jocky voice sounded in my ear
"Home im off to home. Leave me alone" i muttered giving him a death glare
I couldnt let things distract me today my anger boils down as i thought about the soothing sound of engines revving. I scurried to the nearest bathroom and quicky changed into my ususal black jeans grey tank top garnished with my black leather jacket and grey high tops. I pulled up the hoodie over my head and proceeded towards the grounds for practice. I came alot early as everybody was hardly there. I lit a cigarette and began puffing away. I closed my eyes and i remember that incident.

"No please dont hurt me please no. Somebody help me" my tiney voice echoed throughout the empty house.
"No one can hear you. Keep sscreaming" her voice stained with alcohol made me cringe at the fact of her broken tooth and of her matted hair. You did this you fucking killed me. My fucking life was ruined just because I MADE YOU.
Just then my dad came through the door seeing my mother strangling me to death. He grabbed her and by the time the police had arrived she passed out. Daddy held me tight and it was the only place i felt safe.

"Babe you okay? You had the dream again didnt you. " Damon said
I nodded my head and pecked him and smiled. He was my lifeline. The best thing that ever happened to me.
He knew everything
I made my way the low black gtr and hopped in the drivers seat. I needed to clear my head. I shifted the gear and revved the engine. The warm breeze hitting my face as i rode off. The adrenaline pumping through my veins. I forgot all worries all doubts and everyone except my father as i race passed the finish line. The finish line of life. I have now started who knows what ill encounter tomorrow. The thing is... i do my best even if it is the last thing i do

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Authors note
Hiiiii okay well this is the first chapter of many so stick around see yah next chapter 😀.
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