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Hi, I'm Kamen Usui, half Japanese half Filipino.

I used to live in Japan for 12 years and moved here in Philippines two years ago.

I'm not that close with my parents because they're always not at home because of work.

I have a lil' sister, her name is Emi. We're very close to each other like no one can tear us apart before.. Yeah, 'before' until that time she changed.

She's always not in her self, she wants to be alone, trapping herself inside her room.

It's like you don't exist in front of her.

It all started when she go on high school.

At first she's still okay. I still remembered the time that she cried really hard. That time when she knew that she's going to study at all girls school and take note, it is a boarding school.

I'm very happy at that time when I knew that I'm the reason of her tears. She cried because she don't want to be separated from me.

I still remembered what she said to me.

"Nii-chan.. please tell mom that I don't want to study there.. I don't want to stay away from you.. .·'¯'(>▂<)'¯'·."

Her words touched my heart.

I felt pity on her.

I'm so coward !!

I let mom sent Emi to that school.

The school that will not allow boys to enter even you will just visit you relatives.

The school were you can't go out if the school year is not yet done.

I knew it.

Mom planed it from the start.

She want to focus my attention on the company.

She want me to work there even if I'm still 12 years old at that time.

She thought that Emi is just a waste of time to me.

So as the result, she sent Emi away from me.

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During her first stay there, we still have communication. She always contact me time to time and vice versa. Either I call her or she's the one who will call me.

We're always talking on phone, reporting all the things that happened in every day.

One day I woke up knowing that my mom cut off all my connections to my lil'sis.

I don't know if she's okay or not, if she's taking care of herself or not. I don't have any news about her.

Questions keeps on popping in my head like,

'What if she get sick?'

'What if she get bullied?'

'What if --' *sigh*

I really don't know what to do that time.

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One school year is over.

I felt very excited when I knew that Emi will go home.

That night when dad told me..

"Son, prepare yourself for tomorrow, your sister will come."

I can't sleep.

Maybe I'm too excited to see her or I'm just missing her.

But the day she arrived at home, I felt that there's something wrong.

She changed. She's not the Emi I used to know. She's different.

For many times I attempted to ask her, she stayed silent with her 'empty expression'.

I just knew that she's been bullied in school when I asked dad.

I felt a great anger from the bottom of my heart, I want to get revenge to those who bullied my sister.

But how?

I will study in that freaking school.

Disguise as a girl.

Find the one who bullied Emi and there, I will make their lives a living hell.