I am so sick of people thinking they know me,they know what I say, they know what I do. It pisses me off so much, it fucking consumes me. I try so hard not to let it. I really shouldn't care what they think but they're going after something I care about. And trying to make me look bad and wanting them to forget me and just go to them. No that's not how shit works. I'm so fucking tired of girls making shit up, it's time to grow the fuck up and leave all that drama alone. I mean come on. Do you really wanna fucking remember high school as a bunch of fucking drama that won't matter in a few years? If that's what you want then cause it. Leave the people who don't want it out of it. Quit fucking making up shit. Telling people shit about me. Calling me stuff that you know damn well isn't true. Quit all of that shit towards me. If you wanna do that with someone do it with someone who plays the same game you do. Not someone who's worked so fucking hard to be happy and can be torn down so easily. It's a fucking pain to do the shit I do everyday with these people. I only trust a few select people. I know rumors spread like a damn wildfire. I know all that. I'm SO SICK of hearing the words. This girl said something about this or that. Or she called me something I wouldn't like. Uh uh don't bring that fucking shit to me. I want to be happy. And if you want me to be happy don't let me hear that. I don't give a shit if they say that because they are fucking jealous of me. They want to be like me. They're jealous of how gorgeous and funny and smart I am. They're jealous of what I have because they know they can't have it. I don't want to hear someone complain that they don't like me because of what j have and who my friends are. It's so fucking sad to see how much of that is happening but I can't help it. I can't tell them to quit because that'll make them wanna do it even more. I can't control what I have. I'm not gonna quit being friends with someone just because someone doesn't like me for it. They can get over it. Because I'm not about to sit here and listen to them complain and cal me names every single fucking day. It's not happening. They don't know wtf I've been through and idk what they've been through but I know that I don't need it and I sure as hell don't fucking want it.
