I took myself apart
I thought I was broken
I cleaned every piece
Checked every vein
Searching for answers.
Don't look at me like that
I am not mad to search
Through cut out fingers
And torn out flesh
I'm just repairing myself.
Erase that disgust on your face
It doesn't suit you.
I promise
I'll wipe off my red lipstick
Before kissing you.
Turn it off
Turn the fuck OFF
The contempt in your eyes.
A moment of silence
PLEASE
Please, just stop with the screaming
It's MY lips that you're kissing,
You once called them YOURS
Take them
Let them remind you of US.
Don't touch ME
It's just blood.
I wiped off the lipstick
I promised.
Remember?!
YOU ARE READING
When angels fall
PoesiaA book of thoughts, pains and joys, served cold. No sugar to sweeten it up. i'm but a throbbing cluster of pain waiting longing to be released into nothingness