Nerves - h.s

-1- Buzzing

read authors note at the end please !! Enjoy the very first chapter of Nerves!! xox - J

-J a d e-

THE ENDING of the shows were always the best part . The applause; having people shouting how much they love you. The adrenaline . Holy crap the adrenaline . It's pumping through your veins like your own brand of heroine . It's addicting . Those are only some of the reasons I love my job. The other reasons were uncountable . I loved mostly every bit of my job and I wouldn't trade it for anything .

"Quickly guys there's tons of paps tonight. It's going to get crazy!" My body guard, Jeff ,  yells from in front of us . Tonight was the first show of my world tour. I had just finished performing and I could still hear the ringing in my ears from all the screaming.

"Go go go !" Jeff shouts at me and a couple other body guards . Swarms of flashing lights blinded my crew. We walk briskly to the van at the end of the parking lot .

"Jade! Lookin' good babe! "

" Amazing performance tonight Jade !"

"Do you lip sync ?!"

The paps were still shouting once we hopped into the van and even as we drove away. Everyone in the car was breathing heavily , mostly me though.

"You did great tonight honey . The crowd loved it. You're trending on Twitter!" Alice, my lovely manager calls to me from the passenger seat . A smile forms on my lips and clap my hands together.

"The crowd was absolutely Unbelievable! I haven't seen anything like that before." I ramble on. The smile hasn't left my face. My cheeks were aching.  Everyone in the car chuckled at me .

"I'm sure Harry regrets not coming to the show tonight . " Allen, one of my body guards , laughs. The van goes silent aside from the radio  dully playing in the background . My smile slightly falters and I slump a bit in my seat .
Allen realizes what he had just said and quietly says "sorry" under his breath.

Harry styles is my best friend . He's been my best friend for as long as I can remember. When I won X Factor he was there for me the whole time. I even somehow convinced my bosses and managers to let him come on tour with me . He was my everything. He is my everything.

I also sorta ,might be in love with him.

But I can't do anything about it . He has a girlfriend.

Angela .
A beautiful blonde headed girl with tan skin and a hot body. Sure I think I'm decent looking but Angela is an actual goddess .

Lately he's been blowing me off for her .
And tonight he blew off my first show of my first tour.
No doubt he was with her. It's like a whole cycle . He ditches me for her , then he apologizes and then I give into him and forgive him.

"Jade, we are at the hotel." Allen says softly. I look up and smile lightly at him and we all hop out of the car . The paps weren't as bad at the hotel, there were at least four or five of them. We passed through quickly and everyone separated to their own rooms. I slid my key in the door and walked inside.

My body immediately slumped once I looked in the room.

I really miss Harry.

I miss him . So bad . I miss talking to him about random things . I miss having fun with him and making funny faces at eachother until we piss ourselves laughing. I miss hanging out with him. I just miss him.