Forgive & Forget {zayn malik fanfiction}

Chapter 20

=So.. i dont know if i want to finish the story or not, im not really getting feedback.. idk what i should do.. anywho chapter 20

"Look tuts, i know you have a thing for me, but i'll warn you, all that's gonna happen is you're going to end up falling in love with me, and i'll just smash you and leave. You're too "Thick" for me anyways so.. " Ouch, that one hurt, that one REALLY hurt. Does he mean all of this?...Of course he does, but why was he acting the way he was last night, I'm so confused. i look down at my watch and it was time to go.

I push him out of my way my eyes stinging again.

I really wanted to turn around and see what he was doing. But i guess.. it was pointless. Ugh, i know that this would happen to me, why would ..but really Zayn Malik, OH RIGHT i was what he called "Blonde Purity"

I turn around and i see Zayn. He ran his hands through his hair and lit a cigarette. I wish he would stop. That's so bad for him. But, why should i care. He looked up and we made eye contact as my eyes watered. He sighed and began walk up to me. Should i run away or.. stay.. ?

"Erin look.." He sighed getting closer as i stepped back and back.

"Hey Erin!" i hear someone. Niall.

"Niall." I say and run to him hugging him and crying

"What's wrong? What did you do to her?" Niall shouts looking at Zayn.

"I need to talk to her."

"You don't need to talk to anyone" Niall growled. Hot.

"You don't tell me what i can't and can do! Now, she's coming with me." Zayn said pulling my wrist as i flinch away.

"Don't. Touch. Her" Niall said through his teeth

"Erin.. please." Zayn said calming down

I kept crying burried into Niall's neck as he rubbed my back.

"E-Erin.." Zayn studdered. What's his problem? One moment he's the meanest person alive, and the next he's all like E-E-ERIN PLEASE LET ME TALK TO YOU.

I look up from Niall's chest my eyes bloodshot.

"Please." He said grabbing my hand and i flinch away.

"I don't think she wants to speak to you mate." Niall said. Part of me was begging Niall to shut up, the other part wanted to walk away with Niall and never speak to Zayn again.

"Let's go" Niall said. I nod and walk away with him

"Erin Just listen ONE minute!" Zayn shouts. Okay, i've had it.

"What?! Listen to what?!" I shout "Listen to you call me fat! and "Blonde purity" and you keep insulting me, and treating me like trash!"

Zayn looked at me. His eyes hooded, he licked his lips and bite them. Which i found VERY attractive.

"Uhm. i'll .. i'll just go." Niall said walking away.

"Wh--"

"No shut up Zayn! you are so irrelevant to my life! Just get out of it will ya!?" I shout to then regret saying it.

"OKAY I WILL" He shouted.

I walk away from him and make my way to the front gate. Where was everyone? ..I get my phone and see messages from everyone. Great they left. I'm walking home, it can't be that far can it.. ?

I exit the park and notice Zayn's car was gone.

It's been about 10 minutes of me walking out of the parking lot.

A black range rover slowed down next to me. Of course. why wouldn't it be.

"Get in." He said

"No." I say continuing to walk

"Dammit erin ..get in the car!" He shouted.

"No. I refuse to get near you" i say not making eye contact

"Erin Brooks please get in the car. You KNOW you won't be safe." Zayn said. I stop in my tracks and sigh. I get in the car.

The drive was about 10 minutes. 10 minutes of pure silence. I looked out the window, it started raining.

"Can we talk now.. alone" Zayn said.

"Y-Yeah." I say looking down at my phone

"I didn't mean any of the things i said, I was mad" he said.

"Why would you hurt someone's feelings like that because you were mad Zayn!?" I shout

"I guess. I dont.. i.."

We finally get to my house and he parks his car.

"Open the door"

"No, not until we figure this out."

"Figure what out!? That i'm Blonde Purity, goody-two-shoes?" I say

"No, Figure US out" he said turning his car off.

"What is there to figure out? Were never going to be together because you're ego consists of being too cool to date, Im Blonde Purity, and YOU out of all the men in the world cannot commit to one girl."

"You dont know me" Zayn growls

"I know you well enough to know your the rudest person i've met" i forcibly unlock the car and make my way to my house, my dad's car wasnt here, meaning he isn't home. What a surprise right?

"Erin wait!" he shouted.

I unlock my door and slam it in his face, then lock it. I sigh, for some reason i feel like crying, i'm not really sure why, but i just do, i go to the kitchen and serve myself some water and go upstairs.