Being friends with the woman you love has It's benefits. The times she needs a hug, your the one she chooses. When she just wants to talk, your the person she talks to. All of that means, I know everything about her, and that I'm a human Teddy bear. We were like that for a while, then Jessie came along. The perfect guy for her. College student, fine family, American, 'hot'.
If I was in Britney's spot I'd want Jessie as well.
Britney deserves the best, well, I'm not that. I'm in a band, most famous band of my time. I would never be able to please her like Jessie. I'd be in a different country every week. Besides that, she doesn't have feelings for me, except friendship. Even if she did....She would never. Britney's dad hates my guts. He says I'm typical. What he means by typical-I don't know. So, I'm pretty sure her dad brainwashed her not to grow feelings for me. He can't keep us apart though. 'Friends till the end' is what she says to me. It breaks my heart hearing those four words. It's like she is verbally sticking knives in my heart over and over agian, while laughing, and Jessie in the background encouraging her. It's painful thinking of it.
If only Britney knew.
We were backstage, the boys and I just had an amazing show like always. I love the fans so dearly. They've gotten me where I am today.
"That was great!" Britney said while coming in for a hug.
She wrapped her delicate arms around me making me want room melt.
All sorts of things were running through my mind. Mainly, why she was hugging me. Jessie would never approve of this.
"Where is Jessie?" I asked her breaking our hug. I didn't want to but I don't want anything bad to happen with her and Jessie, on the other hand, I wouldn't mind them breaking up and her being mine. That would actually be fantastic.
"He stayed at my house to watch some American football match." She rolled here eyes. Like always leaving her for things that involve his country.
"Harold's here!" I joked with her pulling her in for a playful hug.
"I wouldn't know what I would do with out you!"
"I know, you would be a wreck! " I laughed.
I rested my head on hers, smelling her brown silky hair. It smelled like strawberries and apples. I love the smell of it, more than anything in the world. I inhaled the scent slowly plotting out the strawberries and apples. It was such a fresh smell. I would probably wear it, if I was a female. I inhaled more of the scent. It smells so fucking good!
"Are you sniffing me?"
I quickly stopped smelling her.
"Of course not silly! I'm just getting emotional, I haven't hugged you in ages!" My lie was good because she hugged me tighter.
I smiled. Her hugs are always amazing.She patted my back and broke the hug.
"Can we go to your dressing room, I wanna chat with Zayn." She asked. I said yes, like always. Anything for her.
We walked to mine and Zayn's dressing room. We passed Louis' and we saw him fully making out with Eleanor. Guess they couldn't wait, they forgot to close the door.
I just let out a small chuckle and smiled, a smile of envy. I want a relationship like theirs. Cute and playful. They're an all jokes couple. Louis and Eleanor could have just came from a funeral, they would be cracking jokes about it. Or Eleanor could have been mobbed by fans, she would manage to say something so funny it would make your stomach hurt so bad. The crazy thing about them two, is no matter what fucked up shit they do, they always manage to be alright as a couple.
They really love each other, you can see it in they're eyes whenever near one another. They are going to last forever. You can just tell.
Britney and I reached my dressing room, from the gorgeous smirk on her face I could tell she noticed Louis' and Eleanors make out session.
I opened the door for the girl of my dreams and she walked in.
Zayn was on the couch laid out, looking quite comfortable.
"Hey!" She said to Zayn
"Hello!" Zayn answered.
She gave him a high five and sat on my couch. I took a seat next to her.
"So Guess what Zayn!" She sounded really excited.
"What now?" Zayn said annoyingly.
If anyone else spoke to her like how Zayn just did I probably would have killed them. Zayn and Britney are closer than I am to her so I really can't say a word. You would think I'd get angry about Zayn and Britney's relationship, I don't though. Zayn is engaged to Perrie so I have nothing to worry about.
"Well, you too Harry, Guess what!" she said to me.
"Just spit it out!" Zayn spat out while still staring at his phone. Zayn's in a good mood today. Joking.
"Calm your tits Zayn! I know your still mad about losing the bet, but calm the hell down." She moved the hair that was infront of her face behind he ear. "Jessie and I.......
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Jessie's Girl (Harry Styles)
ФанфикSeeing them together kills me. Jealousy takes complete control. I just want to stab him, punch him, kill him. Why do they have to so happy together? If I didn't see that beautiful smile of hers when HE comes near I would have tried to interfere.Sa...