My life is a cornfield
But all I'm seeing is grapes
Sometimes I wish I could just get away
You know, make my great escape.
Maybe I'm better off by myself
Watching the cars go by
As I get a new book off my shelf
But what about my family
Won't they miss me or care?
I don't think they'd even notice
But hey, no one ever said life was fair.
I can never do right
No matter how hard I try.
But my mind goes blank
When I think of reasons why.
I mean
I'm nice to these people
As nice as can be
But I can't be good enough.
So I'll just get free.
Go on my own way
Up into the clouds
Where all my troubles are gone
Can't hear any sounds
I'm here on the ledge
One step and I'm gone
But I can't bring myself to do it
I even do suicide wrong.