Dylan
Its been a good 3mnths man. Me and Nonie been rockin for a nice minute. This nigga make me so happy. Kaidence has been calling texting kikn dmn alladat. I blocked her on everything. My girlfriend was getting agitated with the bitch and she was really finna fuck her feminine ass up. But I told her not to. Kaidence has been MIA since the break. Like at school she's not even in class. I was slick worried but IDGAF. She even stopped posting YouTube videos for a while. Until today.
"Hey YouTube. Its Kaidence. Sorry for my absence. I just been going through alot lately." She started to cry. "I really have no one to talk too. I've fallen back from everyone. So I'm gonna express myself to y'all." she started humming and breaking down harder. She really looked horrible. Eyes red and puffy with dark circles. Her hair. Jesua her hair, that beautiful hair now thinned out. You could tell she was stressing. She started to pull on her hair. It coming out in handfuls. "I still haven't got over me and Dylans break up. I just can't get her off my mind. I feel horrible. I stopped going to school. I just sit home and smoke weed and drink and pop pills all day." She turned her Bluetooth speakers on. They were blasting Tore Up by Kehlani and Depressed by Bandit Gang Marco mix. She started shaking her head and singing along. She brought something shiny out. Very sharp looking. And she looked at the camera. I felt like she knew I was watching. Like she was staring through my soul. She started to cry. And all I saw was red on her arms. Hearing her scream in agonizing pain. She had a bottle of henny and drunk to the last sip. Along with all these different pills. She had a long ass blunt and started to puff. She had this white baggy and dipped her finger in for about 4mins and sniffed. She just kept snorting and smoking. I was worried. "I love that girl so much. I still got our pictures and everything. I look at them everyday and tell her. Like she can hear me, I'm sorry. I beg for you to forgive me. I lo-" She stopped and stared. She wasn't saying anything. She just looked. Her chest stopped moving. Then someone ran in the room. Jadah.
"Kaidence? Babygirl you ok?" Then Kaidence snapped out of her trance. She looked up and smiled at her very goofily. And then looked at the camera again. "I love you D-" the camera cut off. I just stared at the blank screen. I can't believe she still hung up over me and with Jadah. My doorbell rung. I walked downstairs. I saw the Jadah girl and the fragile high ass Kaidence. I opened the door.
"Wassup?"
"Aye man, Can you talk to her please. She's going insane."
"I saw. Come inside. Sit her on the couch and help yourself to something to drink."
"Thanks." She did as I said. Kaidence just looked at me. And she shut her eyes closed as tightly as she could. I sat next to her and mistakenly grabbed her cut up arm. "Owww!!!!" She yelped and tears started streaming down her face. "You ok?" I said.
"No. I need you."
"No you don't. You want me. Im not a-"
"Don't tell me wdf I need or want! I'm old enough to know the fuckin difference Dylan! I need you! I need you there for me! We've been through so much! And you just leave me for some tall ass bitch!"
"That bitch has a name." Said Nonie walking through the front door.
"Dylan I love you!" yelled Kaidence breaking down even harder.
"Kaidence chill. It's time for you to move on."
"I know its time for me too. But I don't want to. I can't find a love like you. The love that gives you a fuzzy feeling inside. Makes your chest feel empty because someone's holding your heart in their hands. I feel like that with you. And with you only. You make me so happy Dylan. I can't live without you." She said curling into a ball.
Jadah and Nonie just looked at us. Nonie not angry but irritated. Jadah not mad but upset like she was about to cry.
"Kaidence I thought I could give you what you wanted. But apparently not." said Jadah. Nonie just looked frustrated. Annoyed.
"Alrighty then. Umm I need y'all to stop crying. And stuff. Kaidence no hard feelings aight? But Dylan with me now. She's moved on. Be happy for her. Trust me she'll be happy for you too. Don't stay so hung up on one person when you obviously see one who loves you just as much. I know you hurting shawty but it's time to move on and love the person right in front of you which loved you all along." Nonie pointed towards the crying Jadah. "Now stop that soft shit. I'm hungry. Kaidence go upstairs and take a shower you and Jadah. We got hella spare clothes. Kaidence still got some stuff here. Now chop chop. A nigga hungry asf." Everybody did what Nonie asked. I just looked at everyone. Kaidence stopped crying and she was holding Jadah. They started going upstairs.
"Thanks big daddy Nonie!" I said standing on my tippy toes and kissing her.
"No problem luh daddy Dyl!" she said grabbing my waist and pulling me close.
"Don't we need to start getting ready?"
"You do luh bum. Give Jadah a outfit of mine. And you give Kaidence something she forgot to take and You look hansome for big daddy. aight luh daddy?" she says chuckling. I hit her arm and she grabbed my face and kissed me. Then pushed me away and smacked my ass.
"Now go get ready."
