PAIN
P is for the PAIN I feel at losing you
A is for the ANGER that I feel
I is for the INJUSTICE that was done
N is for NEVER forgetting you
HURTING
H is for the HELP that never came
U is for the UNDERSTANDING that never was
R is for the RUNNING that I did for so long
T is for the TORTURE that I endured
I is for the IGNORANCE of so many
N is for the NASTY names you called me
G is for the GUILT I know you still don't feel
LOVE
L is for the LONGING to belong
O is for the OUTRAGE that I live with still
V is for the VICTORY that someday will be mine
E is for my ENEMIES getting what's coming to them
HISTORY
H is for the HATRED that I still carry
I is for the INJURIES I endured
S is for the STARVATION that I went thru
T is for the TORTURE that I lived with
O is for the ONGOING pain I have
R is for the RAGE that is still there to this day
Y is for the YEARNING I had to belong
LESTER
L is for the LOVE you give to me
E is for the ENDLESS texts I recieve
S is for the STRENGTH you make me feel
T is for the TEARS that I have shed
E is for the ENERGY it takes to heal
R is for the RAINBOW I see when I imagine your smile
XANDER/DADZ
X is for the X-RAYS I had done
A is for the ANGER you helped me with
N is for the NICE words you always say
D is for the DANGEROUS things you yell at me for
E is for your ENDLESS love
R is for the RUNS I hope to take with you someday
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D is for your DEVOTION to those you love
A is for all that you have ACCOMPLISHED
D is for your DETERMINATION
Z is for your ZEST for life
INSPIRATION
I is for INJUSTICE
N is for NEGATIVITY
S is for SPIRIT
P is for PERFECTION
I is for INSECURITY
R is for RESOURCEFULNESS
A is for APPROVAL
T is for TIME
I is for IMAGINATION
O is for ORIGINALITY
N is for NIGHTMARES
RAGE
R is for RAIN
A is for ASPIRE
G is for GENIUS
E is for ENERGY
JEALOUS
J is for all the JERKS out there
E is for the ENERGY you spend telling lies
A is for the ANGER you make me feel
L is for the LOSER that you are
O is for the OPINIONS that you have
U is for the UNDESIRED behavior you show
S is for the STRENGTH I have to stand up to you
PATHETIC
P is for the PUNISHMENT you deserve
A is for the ARGUEMENTS you insist on making
T is for the TERRIBLE person you are
H is for the HURT that you cause
E is for the ENERGY I exhume to get back at you
T is for the TRAITOR you are
I is for the INJUSTICE to my family
C is for the CREATIVITY of your mind