Our Fate

Tell Me

Ahaha... Long time no.. Write? I haven't written in a really long time. I took a huge break for school and then I forgot about this. I was reading some Fanfics and then finally got inspiration to write again. I'm sorry to leave y'all hanging ><

   Elsword dragged his feet on the way to school. He couldn't sleep because he kept thinking about how he should confess to Raven. A love letter? No, it's too late for that. The typical confession at the back of the school? No, too shady. At his house?... Elsword's face flushed a crimson red as he remembered about what happened in his room the other day. I-I mean it wasn't a bad thing.. I kind of liked it.. Elsword violently shook his head and walked faster. I can't get excited this early in the morning.
Ding dong ding dong~ (lunch)
   Elsword was anxious. He ran and then stopped and repeated that process because he was wondering if he really should tell Raven today. He slapped his cheeks and continued walking forward. If you don't do it today, you never will! He walked at a moderate pace until he arrived at Raven's class. His arm extended to open the door, but he paused. He took a few more steps forward and looked through the window. Despite the fact that Raven was so disappointed to be interrupted the previous day, he was sure happy to be with all those girls. Elsword saw Rena flirting with him. It was obvious she was into him; she purposely pushed up her boobs, laughed at things that didn't seem funny.. She did things that Elsword didn't like. He looked at himself and then at her. Right. Raven was never meant to be gay. He was always straight. Only I was. Haha, look how happy he is.. Laughing with a girl.. Being with girls.. Elsword's heart ached and he felt a lump in his throat. "I can't do this," he muttered and then left.
Raven thought he saw the same shade of red as Elsword's hair walking past his class, but why would he be here? I'm pretty sure he doesn't want to see me after I did 'that' kind of thing to him. Rena tapped his shoulder again for the billionth time. When will she give up? I only need Elsword. Why do I even bother to talk to her? Raven turned his head and stared at Rena directly in the eyes. "Hey, sorry if I'm cutting you off, but I need to go to the bathroom," Raven said, hinting that he was annoyed. "Oh, it's okay," she said as she stood up. She waited for Raven to stand and when he did, she followed him. "Where do you think you're going?" He asked. "I'm following you," she said. Raven gave her the dirtiest look ever. The fuck is she thinking on doing? Watch me take a piss in the urinal? Nuh-uh. This is for Elsword only. Rena looked surprised. "Did I say something wrong?" She asked "innocently." Raven rolled his eyes.
"You think you didn't? Why are you following me? You want to see me and a few other guys take a leak? Ha, you're sure damn funny."
Rena walked closer to Raven and whispered in his ear, "Don't you want me to do... Something a little 'extra' while we're at it?" She moved back and winked as she bit her lip. Is she crazy? That's gross. "Uh, no thanks," Raven said with attitude. "Take care of yourself in the bathroom with this." He handed her the tampon she dropped when she "accidentally" dropped her eraser as an excuse to bend over and show off her ass. Rena's face became so red, the whole class turned and looked at her. Raven smirked because he found his perfect chance. He made his puppy dog eyes and placed his hand on her shoulder. "Sorry, Rena. Next time you ask me out, make sure you aren't.. Bleeding." Raven exited the classroom, leaving Rena with her jaw on the floor and the class laughing. Why don't girls understand that guys don't really have to use the bathroom when they say that? Well, that's a good thing, right? I wonder though; was that really Elsword? "What's wrong, Elsword?" Someone asked. Elsword?! He's here? Raven then heard some sobbing coming from upstairs. He slowly went up the steps, trying not to be noticed. "I.. I don't know if I can do it. I don't know!" Elsword said. "It's okay, I know you can. But I need to know.. What are you talking about?" Raven looked at the stranger who was talking. He was tall, handsome, and had dark blue hair. "Elesis told you what happened right? I mean.. About me and Raven, right?" Me?
"Yeah. You like him, don't you?"
Who is this guy? He seems like a senior. Why would Elsword, a freshman, know a senior?
"Mhm. Today I was going to confess to him. We got cut off yesterday after Elesis barged into my room. I wanted to continue and I thought that the only way we could was to confess to him today.. But he seemed so happy with girls around him. As I thought, Raven can't be with me. He was never gay to begin with.." Raven could see Elsword's tears. They were so big; just how long has he been holding back his tears? The other guy hugged Elsword. "It's okay. It all be okay." Who is he? Just who is this guy? Raven got more irritated by the minute. The guy was taller than Raven, meaning that Elsword looked even cuter in his arms. His face buried perfectly between his stomach and chest.. Raven was mad. He almost took is a step up until he heard Elsword speak again. "Thanks, Ciel. I really needed your company today. You always make me feel better." Ciel? Huh. "You always have me." Elsword was about to walk away until Ciel pushed him against the wall. "Actually," Ciel started. The hell is this guy doing? Raven was furious. "Elsword, I know you're going through a hard time, but I.. I just want you to know that I love you. I.. I'm sorry I know I'm the worst." Elsword's eyes became as big as the China plate collection Raven's mom has at home. He couldn't just stand and watch anymore. He stormed up the stairs and pushed Ciel away from Elsword. "Raven!" Elsword exclaimed. "What the hell do you think you're doing to my lover? He's mine. All. Mine. Don't even think about telling him 'I love you' again," Raven affirmed. After glaring at Ciel one last time, he grabbed Elsword's hand and rushed him over to an empty classroom.
   Raven is being scary today.. I don't like this. I'm really scared. Elsword's eyes started to water as his hand started to hurt. He's holding on too tight. But as Raven kept dragging him away, he realized that the pain in his hand didn't compare to the one in his heart. I can't look at him. Why am I crying now? I thought that I calmed down already. Ugh, I don't know. When I look at Raven or think about him.. I want to cry. Not too soon, Raven three Elsword's small body into an empty classroom and slammed the door shut. "Ouch!" Elsword exclaimed as he hit a desk. "How far did you go?" Raven asked as he locked the door. Crap. I hope he doesn't do anything to me. "It's nothing."
"I asked you how far you went."
"It's none of your concern."
"I asked you how far you went."
"Why do you even care?"
"I'M ASKING YOU A FUCKING QUESTION!"
Elsword jumped back when Raven yelled at him. The tears that just stopped falling out of his eyes were leaking down his face like a stream. Why is he so mad? "Why? Don't you already know? Considering that you came at the perfect time, I'm sure you knew damn well what happened." Elsword retorted. Raven walked closer to Elsword and crouched down to where he was. He lifted Elsword's chin up with his index finger. "You're worthless. You know that?" Elsword's eyes widened. He looked at Raven. Was he really the same Raven I knew? The tears didn't listen to Elsword. They kept falling down. Raven felt especially terrible today. His father yelled at him this morning which made him late for school, the teacher kept calling on him on questions he didn't know, Rena tried to catch his interest, and Ciel. He didn't even know what he was saying; the words were just slipping out of his mouth. Elsword, please don't cry. I don't mean it. You mean the world to me. Why can't I say this? Raven stood up and turned around. Elsword wiped his eyes and stood up, however his legs failed him and he fell back down. "Ow!" Raven flipped towards Elsword. He looked up at Raven, making eye contact but he quickly looked back down. I'm scared. I'm really scared. A few minutes passed and they both calmed down. Elsword's tears were dripping one eye at a time, while Raven's temper cooled. He reached his senses and realized what he had done. Raven sat down in front of Elsword and embraced him tenderly. "I'm really sorry," he said. Elsword closed his eyes as he breathed in Raven's cologne. The tears that were escaping his eyes came to a stop. Raven kissed Elsword on the cheek, on his head, on his nose, everywhere but his lips. "I'm sorry, Elsword. I'm sorry." Elsword didn't say anything back, but he had forgiven Raven. I can't help it.. I love him.
"R-Raven?"
"Hm?"
"I... I lo-"
Ding dong ding dong~
Oh no.. The bell had to ring right now of all times. Elsword tried to get out of the embrace but instead Raven held him tighter. "It's okay," he said.

"Tell me."