ii. fragile

day 10 pt. 2

we've been ignoring each other

for five days

and i don't know if i'm used to it

or not.

now i'm in my friend's friend's apartment

holding a red cup

whilst watching my best friend get high at the balcony.

mimi! join us.

he slurred

leaving me in fits of giggles

making me wonder if the smell of the weed slowly made me high, too.

so before i got to that stage,

i went back inside

squinting my eyes because i had to adjust to the lilac lighting that the person who held the party, set.

but i swear

i saw your friend

with the mole.

his hair was still the same

leaving me dazed

because he still managed to look admirable

than he already was.

that was until he caught me looking

and he started walking towards me

while i was trying to make a plan on how to walk away.

hey, jimin's friend,

he smiled

and i bowed my head.

mimi.

i exclaimed

making his smile turn into a smirk

then lick his bottom lip.

i wanted to punch him.

i'm taehyung.

he smiled

and i was trying to walk away already.

come with me,

taehyung said, grabbing my wrist before i could protest.

i was scared.

but he wasn't leading me into a room or a closet.

because he was leading me to you.

oh there you are– hey mi!

you cooly nodded your head

but you had a grin on.

wha–, hi, jimin.

i smiled

i love your sunglasses.

i laughed.

and you laughed with me too.

but you happened to pull someone by their wrist too.

and it was her.

the girl you were with

from two years ago.

taehyung didn't remove his soft grip from my wrist

and i didn't feel like shaking it off.

it's her sunglasses.

you laughed, like it was nothing.

it is nothing,

because we have nothing

between each other.

but i want to.

she waved at me with a smile,

making me regret how i didn't suspect how she wasn't your girl.

her name is jupiter. weird, right.

she had a beautiful name.

no, not at all. nice meeting you, jupiter.

i smiled, extending my hand

but she hugged me instead.

sorry about him! hey, have you seen luna?

she asked.

yeah, at the balcony. why?

she's my girlfriend!

you laughed,

shouted a see you later,

and went away.

she's bi.

taehyung stated; and you nodded too.

okay.

i shrugged.

and we talked all night.

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taetae and mimi