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I didn't understand why this feeling was storming throughout my body.

My palms were sweaty; it was so hot in this room all of a sudden.

Those words from that article that everyone's been dying for me to read, were heartbreaking for me.

'Kian Lawley's girlfriend, Indigo, was last seen in a party, with Kian's best friend, Jc Caylen.'

Below that, was a picture of Indigo and Jc cuddling with each other. It pissed me off so much.
Nobody was home, so I decided to take my anger out. This time I wasn't gonna do it in a sexual way.

I clenched my fist, and punched the wall with every force possible. I looked at the wall and saw that it left a huge hole.
My fist was all bloody too, it was red not only from the blood but i'm pretty sure my fist was now swollen.

I pushed a vase off of a table, and it left a whole bunch of glass pieces on the floor. I fell to the ground in pain, as I laid next to the glass pieces.
I heard something creak, hoping it wasn't Jc or Indigo. I groaned in pain when I heard someones voice.

"Holy shit, Kian!"

I lifted my head up, and saw Lia. How the fuck did she even get inside our house?

"Go the fuck away!" I yelled.

"Kian shhh, let me help you." She whispered smirking.

She had a first aid kit in her hands. She took out an antiperspirant spay and sprayed in on my fist as I winced in pain.
I shut my eyes in pain, cursing aloud.

"What happened?" She asked.

My eyes felt very heavy. I couldn't see straight.

Before I could even answer, I passed out.

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"Was he a good cuddler?" Luna asked.

   "Oh shut up!" I smiled at her.

"I was asking!"

  "Yeah but-" My phone cut me off. "Ugh hold on."

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"Hello?" I asked. (A/n: it's me.. lmao sorry that was a shitty move.)

   "Indigo! Come home, hurry!"

"Who's this?"

  "It's Lia! Come home, Kian passed out!"

"Okay, what happened?" I asked.

  "Just come!!" (A/n: #sexual)

"Okay fine, i'll be there in 5."

  "Okay whatever!"

*end of call*

"Luna I gotta go." I said picking up my bag.

  "What? Why?"

"Kian," I said. "He passed out."

  "Oh okay. I hope he feels better!"

"Okay." I said and left.

I penny boarded my way back home. It wasn't too far away. Probably like 8 blocks? I didn't care; if it was to see Kian, I'd do anything.

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He was laying on the ground, next to a bunch of glass. His left hand was all wrapped up in a gauze. I could still see blood in the gauze, though.

"Is he alright?" I asked Lia, stepping forward.
  "He should be," she said.

He better be.

"Baby, come on. Wake up for me." I said.
He was still breathing; barely.
"Let's just take him to the hospital, Indie."
I sniffled. "Okay."
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When I woke up, i remembered being in a really bright room.

Holy shit, wait did I die?

"Kian?" Someone said. I knew for fucking sure that wasn't god.

My eyes wouldn't open.

"Kian, I know you're awake."

I tried a 2nd time to open my eyes. Ah, bingo.

I turned my head to my left, and saw Indigo with red, puffy eyes. She came closer to me, and hugged me. I wanted to hug her back, but I couldn't really move due to all the wire shit.

"I wish I could hug you, but because of these damn wires, I can't." I laughed. She looked at me and smiled.

"It's alright, I just missed you." She whispered. She started coughing after, from all the constant crying.

"You okay?" I asked. She turned to me and nodded.

"Okay." I said smiling.

An awkward silence took over. All you heard was crying from the other rooms. Well damn.

"So, w-what happened?" She asked, nervously.

"What?"

"What happened? Like, what did you do, and why?"

Suddenly, the reason why I was here came flooding back. I wasn't too happy.

"Why don't you go ask Jc," I rolled my eyes.

"What?"

"The article, Indigo." I said bluntly. "Did you think I wasn't gonna find out? Did you think my phone wasn't gonna blow up with tweets saying that I should read the damn article!"

"Kian calm down!"

"No, i'm not gonna calm down, okay! I trusted you at that damn party, but you disobeyed me!"

"Kian, please.."

"Kian please what! I didn't do anything wrong here, okay? It's all you." I gritted my teeth.

The wires weren't on me anymore. I clenched my hand onto Indigo's wrist, and held it very tightly.

"K-kian stop! You're hurting me!" She cried out.

I snapped back into reality. I realized that I was hurting her.

She fell to the ground, bawling her eyes out. I took a glance at her wrist and saw that it turned a shade of purplish blue.

"B-baby, I didn't mean to hurt you." I whispered.

"Kian, well you did, okay! Stop getting yourself and others hurt!" She got up and yelled at me.

"Do you fucking think I meant to hurt you! I didn't!"

"I'm done, Kian. Take care of this bullshit yourself." She said flatly while leaving the room.

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