I dread tomorrow. My whole life I have mainly kept to the safety of our house, stayed close to my mother and tried to avoid the angry stares and shouts of passerbys, yet tomorrow that all has to change. I used to hate father, I blamed him for the cold stares, for taking the wrong side in the war; but now I realise that all people make mistakes, sure, fathers mistakes were larger and stupider than most yet, he has tried tirelessly to redeem himself and to help mother to raise me to be a good wizard. I have always been taught to treat everyone equally no matter what their gender or blood status may be. That's where father failed, he thought he was better than most due to his 'pure' blood status and that's what made him worse. Despite fathers attempts to redeem however, sometimes when walking down diagon alley or waiting at Gringotgs I can't help but despise father and how his mistakes have made my life so sad.
Tomorrow I go to Hogwarts and I just know that I will be treated the same. Children of former death eaters are more likely to suffer there than anywhere else because children are the cruelest and don't realise or don't care when they hurt. I dread being put in slytherin and the whole school assuming that I will follow down my father's path, I dread not being put in slytherin and being mocked by the others in my dormitory and I dread, more than anything, being singled out, noticed.
I wish I was a squib and could live as a muggle. Muggles fascinate me, how they cope without magic, the ingenious things they come up with as substitutes. I have a collection under my bed of such objects; a 'landline phone', a 'digital radio', a 'disposable camera' and a collection of muggle coins I find on the street. If I could live as a muggle I could shed my families notoriously dark reputation and make a life for myself , but that is just a useless fantasy because my blood is as magical as my father's and his father's before him.
I can't prevent the future my imminent arrival at Hogwarts and the inevitable sorting ceremony and my own sorting, where to I have yet to see. I guess I'll just have to wait to see what tomorrow, September the first, brings
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scorpius malfoy
Fanfictionhis whole family having being notoriously associated with the dark arts scorpius malfoy struggles to prove himself and to disprove those who believe he should suffer for the crimes which his father and grandfather committed. Following his first yea...
