Marcel Wants To Change

The fact that I cant take anything anymore.

I hate how when I cry, yell, scream, get hurt. No one hears me.

Its like im in a black hole where nothing, and no one can hear. I feel like im trapped there. In that hole. Forever, alone.

The only person that cares is Harry. My best brother. My only brother. The one that helps me when I get bullied. He’s the only one that can hear my through this hole. Deep down. Im there but, he can always hear me. I go to school everyday and deal with SHIT BECAUSE IM THE NERD!

Well. I guess im going to have to change for people to like me.

I have a crush on this girl. Shes beautiful. I feel like shes the angel I loved forever. But, one problem…she doesn’t know me. Im not one of those creepers. I just think shes the most beautiful girl in the WORLD!!

She’ll never notice me.

Unless…Unless I change. She has a crush on Harry. Apparently Harry doesn’t know which, it isn’t hard to tell she does. The way she looks at him. It hurts me. Maybe if I look like Harry…. she’ll like me.  THATS IT!!

Change into Harry’s clothes.  Do my hair like Harry. PERFECT. But, she wont know its me. Ill tell her anyway.

I love her, deeply, but she needs to know im not just a nerd. Im more than that. She just needs to see that….

I can change for her, That's the only way she'll like me...

To Be Continued...