Glare

First

It was in the middle of July. I was walking trough the park. I always loved it there. I could just block out all my toughts and enjoy the silence. Even though there was a lot of talking, laughing, dogs barking and stuff like that, i didnt hear any of that. It was just silence. Also i never knew anyone i saw there, i think thats why i loved it so much. Eveyone had their own mean toughts about me and sometimes i really wished that i could go somewhere where noone knew me. Somewhere where i could just start fresh. It was the dream of my life. To leave this country.
  But i was only seventeen and leaving wasn't possible at this moment so I just came to the park. All these toughts in my mind left and I just stared at the sky while I was walking through the park. Eventually I just walked into someone. Yeah, like in movies. "You should really look where you're walking. If I was one of those teengangsters you would be in trouble right now". I took my eyes from the sky and saw a really cute brown haired boy in front of me. "Im sorry I was lost in my toughts", I lied and started walking away. I really didn't want anything to do with boys anymore. They all just ruined my image and heart.
  He didn't stop me or anything like these boys in these movies, so that was good. I decided to go home since it started raining. I couldn't block out my toughts anymore. These innocent brown eyes and this deep voice just kept replaying in my head. "No Kelly, you can't be going through this again!", I screamed in my mind.
  I got home pretty fast since I wasn't paying attention to the road. My mom had coocked us dinner but I didn't feel like eating and I wanted to get this boy out of my mind so I went to my room, laied down on my bed and eventually fell asleep.
This was the first day I saw Min Yoongi. And I was hoping it would be the last but dreams don't come true.