Sacrifice

First

Reviving that's what I'm doing :)))
I know na lame yung dati at walang ka konek konek pero ngayon I'll try to do it my way,my style! Okay LABYA!

Kung may reklamo please don't be shy to approach me coz I won't bite.

LOVE LOTS XOXO
ROYALPAINN

ASHLEY POV

It's a beautiful Sunday morning trying to get out of my bed but my body won't, what a traitor body I have, I decided to stay in bed since I also love the warmth that I feel, a warmth like home.

After 1 hour of cuddling with my pillow I decided to make my Breakfast even though I love the bed I don't want to die either for the reason of starving to death.

As I finish eating I wash the dishes and have a cold shower, as the water passed through my body I felt the coldness that lies in it the same cold I felt 5 years ago.

Having a cold shower relaxed my body and it gives me more strength I admit, a strength that comes from failure I know now what failure can give to you the only thing you must do was appreciate it and understand the benefits of it, cause everything in this world has its own purpose.

After I finish College I started to live on my own with no companion, as soon as possible I don't want any people to get in attach,I don't want them to hurt me, I don't want them to be closed to me, getting attach to someone is one of my Fear since that day.

Each day as time passed by I motivate myself to become someone, someone who is better and wiser.

Who would have thought that a Nerdy girl which is me having an Angel look friend but has a heart and soul of a devil.

TRAITORS, CHEATERS,LIARS,PRETENDERS "A GREAT ONE" AND MANY MORE! That is their codename for me, I used to love them and give them everything but I guess too much kindness can lead you to Failure cause they'll take your kindness for granted, a friend that I used to love very much and a Boyfriend that I love the most.

Two people destroyed me, two people broke me into pieces, I promised to myself that I won't fall again and I promised to myself not to trust anyone because sometimes even the one that you love and the one that you think can least hurt you is the one who can destroy  you so bad and will pull you down.

I, Ashley Kate McVain, the Nerdy girl who was taken for granted will now destroy those people who broke her.

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First things first, right? ;)))