See now you know more about why I'm suicidal but antyways My life is a living hell. Sometimes I think about my deadbeat ass mother who left me to get abused by the lady who she ran away from. Till this day it blows me how why she would do this to me maybe I'm so much of a failure that she didn't want me or MAYBE IM A MISTAKE!! All the thoughts going through my mind not to add that I get yelled at and beat over dumb shit on the daily basis it irks my soul that I have no best friend or anything I'm just alone. Sometimes I wish I would just die already because I have no meaning no purpose, no reason to be living what so ever. It kills me that I really don't know my father such as a father daughter relationship all I know is that my dad got locked up before I was born he never got a chance to see his baby girl. But anyway I'm moving to L.A. with my uncle ( I live with my uncle now because my "grandmother" died ). But tbh I'm glad to be moving back to the thug life. To start over again in a new place ( even tho we used to live there when I was a baby ). Imma just be happy because I grt a new start because a lot of people don't get to have this I'm lucky to have the life I live frfr.
To be continued
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well my bad for not updating in a while tho but yall next update coming around 8 or 9 so stay on the look out for it. Oh yeah check my book Crazy Love for the updating schedule . PEACE PINKY OUT ✌✌
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Suicidal
RandomA girl who fell in love with a guy her first year at her new school but yet she realised that shit was going to start because of lies,lost,cheating,and just plain hell
