2~Forever&Always~2

Goodbye...

bitch POV

I woke up knowing I would have to leave in a few hours.
My room was so bare,only a lamp and a matress stood in the hollow,echoing room.

I grabbed a few boxes from the long narrow hallway and headed to my car.
I placed all of my suitcases full to the max with clothes in my backseat,and all of my other belongings in my parent's car.
This was it the last few hours I would have to spend with Jacob,before we...you know...break up.
I couldn't help but think I had to break up with him.
These past 5 years have been the best 5 years of my life,of course they had tragic events and terrible heart breaks but every second was worth it with Jacob.

I walked to Jacob's house and rang the quaint doorbell softly.

When I saw him I couldn't help but cry.
The tears were rolling down my face as Jacob pulled me into a tight hug spilling out,"don't cry baby you'll make me want to cry."
He comes out of the hug and softly wipes the cold tears off of my red cheaks.

I walked into his house and sat on the quite comfy beige couch.

"These past 5 years have been the best years of my life,I wish they could continue but they are coming to a horrifying end,I wish I could spend every second with you,of every minute,of every hour,of every day,of every week,of every month,of every year I wish I could spend with you,there are not enough words or ways to express how much I love you,you have been the reason why I wake up in the mornings,the reason why I keep living,you are the very reason all of my life has been the best I could ever imagine,you are the very first thing on my mind in the morning and the very last thing I think about at night,I don't know what I'll do without your smile every day,your long brown hair,your beautiful  blue eyes,your adorable yet contagious laugh,the way you walk,the way you talk,the way you play with my hair,I have no idea how I am going to live without you,every single day you look beautiful no matter what you have on,I love you for who you've been,who you are now,and who you are yet to be,don't let anybody change you because that's the person I fell in love with,when I first met you I honestly had no idea you would mean the world to me,no not the world the universe,I know actions speak louder than words and right now I am just speaking words but the actions i have done in the past 5 years are speaking 1 million times louder than this is,for the last day I get to call you mine,it is heart breaking,but every second I get to spend with you today is going to be the best time we have ever had,you are the love of my life and that will never change,before I met you I never knew what it was like to just look at someone and smile for no reason at all,I am definitley not saying that this is easy I am just saying it is going to be worth it,I am completley amazed when I look at you,not just because of your looks,but because everything I have ever wanted is right in front of me,from the day you walked into my life,you are all I think about,you are the reason I breath,you are the stars in my sky,I wouldn't want life any other way,you are the love of my life,they say disney world is the happiest place on earth,they obviously have never been in your arms,every love story is beautiful but ours is my favorite,
I love being with you,there is no one else I would rather be with,you make me smile in a way like no one else can,you make me laugh like no one else can,you are the first thing I want to see in the morning and the last thing I want to see at night,I've never loved anyone the way I love you,you're my other half,my love,my bestfriend,my happily ever after,you're everything I have ever hoped and wished for,I love you,and only you,so bitch bitch BiTcH,I think you have realized how much I love you."Jacob said running out of breath.

"I think I have noticed how much you love me!"I replied.