My Poems

With all this stress

I may look at the stars,
Around my bedtime,
And wish as they go by,

For the one I love,
Is somewhere out there,
Laying his little head at night,

I bring my self,
To be the best,
But it doesn't seem right,

It seems everything,
Is missing,
When he is gone,

I just sit or stand,
And cry,
As I wish he was here..

Missing him,
Is enough,
To make me feel depressed,

I try to bring my feelings,
Bright as ever,
But I'm just failing,

It looks like,
I'm not trying even a bit
when he's not right there,

I guess I can't smile,
I guess I can't stop crying,
As I miss him,
Very much,

So many things go on in my head,
As I just sit there in the bed,
Looking above at the sky,
Dreaming for what is next,

God help me now,
As I'm overwhelmed,
With all of this stress,

I just have my headphones,
And my tissue box,
Going all snotty,

Crying so much,
To the point,
Of anxiety,

God help me now,
As I'm overwhelmed,
With all of this stress,

Oh I wish,
I could hear his heart beat,
So that I know he's near me,

I miss,
The little chats,
On FaceTime on the iPad,

Why did take so long,
About 5 or 6,
Months,

It feels like,
He been taken away,
From me for many years,

Now I have to wait,
Now I have to wait,
Wait another day,

It's hard enough to have him gone,
And feeling all of this Dread,
I can't even smile for once,
Until he is here,
Until he's here,

I cried so many tears,
Praying to God to bring him home,
Now it's bring rage in my heart,
Please just come back...

God help me now,
As I'm overwhelmed,
With all of this stress,

God help me now,
As I'm overwhelmed,
With all of this stress,

With all that happen to me,
I just want some relieving,
And I promise that I'll be happy,
Until he's back..