How Do I Know You Care

Should i trust you

The boy who lived (more like the boy of my dreams) walked into my room with Roniekins(my brother ) and Harry aka the boy who lived sat down on the spare bed then Roniekins punched me in the guts, so like any girl would do snitched on him .
It turned out I had got my Hogwarts Letter for my 1st year in Hogwarts university
But Roniekins was angry so he punched me (typical) ,mione had sent him the most important book for this year but Roniekins hates books so he ended up lying to mione so mione got the wrong idea about Ron and books... Oh and Harry defeated the dark lord (Voldemort) he also faked being dead but sadly he's going out with cho but strangely Harry said that girl of his dreams kept him going and cho thought it was her but Harry wasn't even looking at her he was looking at me...
No one ever sees me for who I am they see me as a little girl who never cries (well not in front of them anyway) a bitch a loner and a weirdo but I need to change my cover make myself look cool I need boys ,Harry,to notice me and want to please everyone not mess up their day ( which is what I'm doing just now according to Roniekins) but nothing goes to plan with me .

When ever Harry talks to me I freeze and stutter that is not like me but I can't get the feeling that Harry might like,like(love) me back . Snap out of it Ginny he's got a girlfriend he's taken anyway Ron would never approve  me going out with his best friend 
but he is so cute
But he's your brothers best friend 
This argument goes on constantly inside my head
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He is too cute just imagine me curled in bed next to him...
In this version Harry hasn't kissed or gone out with Ginny so hinny is not a thing ....yet...maybe  love u baes .