Omaha Imagines // •Da Squad•

❁Gilinsky❁

I'll start from the beginning fam.
Get some popcorn ready.
You'll be here for a while.

Story time!

----August-ish----

It all started when me and Nate broke up.
Gilinsky... May or may not of broken up with Nate for me...
We were all skypeing in a group chat so I was present but I couldn't say it.
I just couldn't.
So after, Gilinsky was helping me about the situation and making jokes, I was lightly giggling.
Then Nate texted me.

Nateeee:
Are you fucking kidding me Lex? Laughing when you breaking up with me? You mother fucking bitch. I never want to see let alone talk to you ever again. Go fuck yourself and your precious Gilinsky too. Because I know you will.

Me:
Stop jumping to fucking conclusions. Get a hold of yourself Nate. Pull yourself together. I was not laugh about that. I was laughing at a snide comment that Gilinsky made. Calm yourself.

Nateeee:
I don't believe you.

Me:
You should.

I would never stoop to as low as to break up with someone to be with someone else. It just wasn't right. It was a healthy relationship but not a mutual feeling one. I'm thinking that's what everyone is thinking at this point.

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After that little incident, me and Gilinsky got really close. It was a nice break. But, I started to develop feelings for him...

I pushed them away.

Then, on October 19, 2015....

"Lexi, will you go out with me?"
"Yes Gilinsky."

I was so happy.
Me and Nate still have never talked but... It's whatever at this point I guess.

Me and Gilisky were so cuteeee.
He would walk me to all of my classes and be soooo sweeeet.
I would hang at the parking lot after school before Gilinsky got picked up. Then I would walk home because it's not that far away. I made time to talk to him. I genuinely like him ALOT. He's perfect to me. I can't ask for anyone better.

Guess who's now dating Nate?
Brie. One of my best friends. I knew for a fact she didn't like him. But as long as she is happy, then I am happy for her. But I sure as hell know that Brie doesn't like him and that he doesn't like her. Whatever. Not my life. It bothered me more than anything in the world but, I'll make it work. Somehow...

But then...

One day at lunch, I wanted to catch up with some friends really quick.
And so I was going to meet with squad once I was done catching up. I walk over to where our table is visible and... Shit. Nate and Gilinsky are talking. Nope. Not today. Not right now. I turned on my heel and just wandered basically.

Then...

My two friends Adriana and Allysa
Ran up to me.

"We've been looking everywhere for you! Gilinsky is going to break up with you."

"Wha-what?!"

"Yeah. He was texting Allysa about it last night. He was like:
'I want to break up with lex but... I don't know how to let her down easy.' "

"What the fuck..."

I was confused, upset and flustered.

"Can we go break up with him for you?!"

"Sure Adriana..."

They sprinted over and bombarded Gilinsky. I on the other hand, walked at a normal, human pace. And just stood behind Adriana and Allysa. Once they were done breaking up with him for me, I waved sassily and said: "bu-bye."

Then the bell for 7th period rang.
Lovely. I went into class and broke down. I was hurt. I genuinely liked him. Maybe love.....

Luckily, Brie was there to help me through my time of need during that  class. I cried upon her shoulder.

The day was finally over and I cried and cried. Cried myself to sleep. Cried myself getting ready for school in the morning. I was a mess. That lasted for awhile.

I try to still talk to Gilinsky...

"Lexi, I didn't actually want to break up with you..."

"What?"

"Allysa and Adriana must've lied or something to break us up. I don't know... Will you be my girlfriend ...again... ?"

"Of course."

I was so happy.

But little did I know it was the biggest mistake of them all.

........ To be continued ........