Sad Life

The Truth Can Hurt

Just an average girl she always wore a smile she was cheerful and happy for a short while. Now she's older, things are getting colder, life's not what she thought. She wished someone had told her. She told you she was down, you let it slip by, so from then on she kept it on the inside, she told herself she was alright but she was telling white lies can't you tell? Look at her dull eyes, tried to stop herself from crying almost every night, but she knew there was no chance of feeling alright. Summer came by, all she wore was long sleeves 'cause those cuts on her wrists were bleeding through you see, she knew she was depressed, didn't think she fit in, everyone seemed to miss it, she carried on like a soldier with a battle wound bleeding out from every cut her body consumed. She had no friends at school, all alone she sat and if someone were to notice she would blame the cat, but those cuts on her wrist were no mistake. But no one cared enough to save her from this selfhate, things were going down never really up and here she is now stuck in this stupid rut. She knew exactly what she had to do next, just stand on that chair and tie the rope around her neck she wrote a letter with her hands shaking wild look on the face "Are you proud of your precious child? But she knew that her parents weren't the ones to blame it was the world who should bow down its head in shame. She stood up on the chair looked out at the moon just don't think, it'll all be over soon the chair fell down as she took her final breath, it's all over,all gone, now she's greeted death. Her mom walks in, she falls down to the floor and now nothing can take back what she just saw the little girl that she raised is just hanging there her body's pale and her face is violently bare. She sees the note, unfolds it, with care, all she does is stare, it said " how can this be fair " she starts reading as the tears roll down her face " I'm sorry mom but, this world is just not my place, I've tried for so long to fix this and fit in I've come to realize this world's full of sin there's nothing for me here, I'm just a waste of space I've got no reason to stay here with this awful race, it's a disgrace I was misplaced, born in the wrong time, and in the wrong place, it's okay though, 'cause you'll see me soon you'll know when your time has come,just look at the moon as it shines so bright, throughout the night and remember everyone's facing their own fight, but I can't deal with the pain, I'm not a fighter you'll make it through the night, just hug your pillow tighter. So let the world know that I died in vein because the world around me is the one to blame and I know in a year you'll forget I'm gone 'cause I'm not really something to be dwelled on that's what they use to tell me, all those kids at school so I'm going by the law majority rules my presence on this earth is not needed any longer and if anything I hope this makes you stronger. Your the best friend, that I ever had such a shame I had to make you so very sad but just remember that you ment everything to me and to my heart you're the only one that held the key. Now it's time to go, I'm running out of space to write and yes I lost my fight, but please just hold on tight I'm watching over you, from the purest and whitest dove. To watch over you and be my helpful eye so this is it world, goodbye."

{Author's Note}

Thanks for reading!! this is not my words above they are lyrics to a song on YouTube I just made a story after the song. Remember, if you are dealing with suicidal thoughts, call for talk to your peers, family, and friends you never need to feel alone because your not. I'm always here to talk to, I'll listen.