----ty---- < School monday, jan 10 just random dates>
I walked into my school looking down. I missed Jesse already. My mother said if she catches me with Jesse she'll kil her. So i wore my neon blue hoody, so not even James could see me. His beatings were getting worse, if you know your bully well enough, you know there was something wrong. He walked up to me and started punching me in the face, then when i was looking at him he had a tear filling his right eye, then before his second punch, he stopped. And he threw me against the wall. He started leaning up against the wall and sob. " I MISS NOELLE!" He yelled. so then i put my hand on his shoulder and said in a sarcastic way " Well sometimes dude, try not to be a jackass to everyone, ok?" He looked at me with tears dripping from his nose, I patted him on the shoulder and walked away with a smile, as he watched me with sad/pissed off eyes with his jaw droped. And i wispered to myself " And thats how you kick somones ass without touchin them." Once i got to my first class, Jesse was already there talking to Darcy about what happened yestrday. She lookedhappy for her, she a good friend. Then when Jesse heard the door open and locked her eyes on me she got recomtorble and turned away to darcy nervously, giving her a smile. Darcy looked at me and gave me a thumbs up and mouthed to me " OMG!" i looked at her with calmdown eyes and sat in my seat. During class i was sitting looking at the teacher and listening when a note was thrown on my desk, i looked around and saw darcy point at Jesse. i looked at Jesse. I could see her glancing at me at the corner of her eye, pulling her shirt as if she was nevous or hot. I couldn't tell. I then opened the note and read:
Ty, I'm sorry about yestrday. I didn't mean kiss you. I just got this feeling about you that turned me on. Again i'm sorry and thanks for understanding.
SINCERELY, Jesse.
After i read it i looked at her she was still in the same phase as last time but just wispering to Darcy. " Mr. potters( Tyler potters, i couldn't think of a good last name), what you have in your hand must seem more important than what were learning right, now. So how about you come up and read it to the CLASS." our science teacher demanded. I can see at the corner of my eye, Jesse popping head up from her desk looking at the teacher giving the WTF look. I nervously got up and stood in front of the class, My hands and legs were shaking like crazy. I finally read:
Ty, I'm sorry about yestrday. I didn't mean to kiss you. I just got this feeling about you that turned m-me on. Again sorry and thanks for understanding.
SINCERELY..." Then thats when i thought icouldn't let Jesse get embarrased."WHO IS IT FROM? THE CLASS WILL LIKE TO KNOW ANYTIME NOW TY." Our teacher stated. Then i didn't realize who's name i said" Kacy" Then i walked back to my seat and saw Jesse outh to me " Thank you" Everyone turned around at me in shock thinking that i kissed, well she did kiss me, that i kissed Kacy, but she did it to aggrivate Jesse. As i walked to lunch all the kids kept on staring at me in shock still. Then i got pushed to the wall by Kacy and wispered to me "whats your problem,stupid? i never kissed you!" And i replied to her saying sarasticly " Well, you putting your lips on mine just to aggrivate Jesse a while back which she beat you up for, is called kissing if you ask me." Then she slapped me, and Jesse came in pushing Kacy off the wall, and onto the floor. Then Jesse watched as Kacy scramed away from her.Then she walked right passed me blocking her face. I walked into the lunchroom and ate alone. I saw Jesse and darcy talking. then 15 minutes into lunch i saw Jesse come sit slowly next to me. " I really am sorry about what happened Ty. I lost control." Jesse said while putting her pale white hands in her lap. i looked at her and said sadly " it's not your fault... i should of stopped. i would of been one simple kiss and the next day we would be fine, but i kept going. That was my first kiss i got from a girl." She looked at me and said" i-i'm the first?" i nodded. She looked at me and said " meet me at the side of the school" But before i could say anything else, she let out a small laugh and left with excitement.
< 3 P.M. AFTER SCHOOL... >
I walked to the side of the school, when all the kids went home. I saw Jesse there, sitting leaning against the wall playing a game of galaga. She stood up and said " h-hi" i looked at my feet and said the samething. " Am i still your girl friend?"She asked shyly. I shrugged my shoulders and continuued to stare at my feet. i steppeed back and looked at my feet prints left in the snow. then i looked at her feet which made a mark next to my feet prints. We both stepped into our marks and looked up, our faces was cenimeters apart, i was so tempted to but it was to late. i let my feelings for her take over my body. I cupped the left side of her face using the other hand and pulled towards me by the waist and looked at her pashinate eyes sparkle, and kissed her, i loved it, but shouldn't of been doing it. " I love you Jesse.... yes you are my girl." I pashinetly said while inerupting the best kiss i had i my life. I then put both of my hands on the small of her back as she wrapped her arms around my neck. now i get what she meant by feeling. i felt it too. Then she pushed me to the wall kissing me while putting both her hands on my face. i put my hand on her back and one to the back of the head. we were now making out for about 4 minutes.
----Jesse----
Soon i pulled away and we walked our seperate ways. As i walked home i ran my freezing hands threw my pitch black 1/2 curly 1/2 straight hair. Should i tell my mom? What ifs Ty's mom knows we made out and blames my mom for knowing? i didn't know what to do. I was confused with love. I find someone having to choose between 2 guys who to marry has a way bigger problem than me. Maybe i shouldn't tell mom. I walked into my house and sat on the couch, leaning my head over the top. I walked to the fridge and in there was fruit, i grabbed an apple, an mango, and some, orages and grapes and watermelon. I cut it up and threw it in a bowl to eat. i sat on the couch and ate and thought about Ty, while flipping threw the tv channels. Then the door shot open. I jumped and spilled my fruit everywhere, it was my mom. " Don't do that!" I yelled. " She ran up to me, and cried " We have to leave... move to washington. No ifs ands or buts about it. go get packed" i looked at her confused and asked worried and almost about to cry " Wait why mom?" " I'll tell you on the drive, NOW GO GET DRESSED AND PACKED! HURRY, 2 MINUTES!" She yelled while tears running down her cheek. i obeyed and packed up in 3 minutes.
