my father
who is
currently
off in a truck somewhere
has said time and time
again
and
again
that if you'd like to
be good
at something,
anything
you have
to fully
emerse yourself
in it.
i have blocked calls
from ex lovers
and woke up
just to read a book.
my life is a story
i keep writing
over and
over.
sometimes i wonder
if this is a life
someone else
is living.
i'd do anything to
dive
headfirst back into
the ocean.
