Don't Forget Me .... (DISCONTINUED)

Chapter 2

(A/N Hey guys I'm back sorry for being anyway for so long, I can only update when I'm at my Nan's house  because the internet is down at my house and it has been for like a month so I will update every Saturday or Sunday each weekend :) I'm so sorry for not updating but I have year 11 and softball to balance and watt pad isn't one of my top priority's right now anyway back to the story enjoy :)

(Swearing in this chapter)

I have finally made it to Star Records after the 20-minute drive from Starbucks. I hop out of my car and walk into the building to be welcomed by Jay. Jay is more then my manager he's like an older brother to me, he knows nearly everything about me.

"Morning Jay, How are you?" I said while handing the hot chocolate I got him at Starbucks.

"Good morning Shianne, I'm good thanks and thank you for the hot chocolate" Said Jay as he gives me a brotherly kiss on my forehead. It reminds me of how much Simon and Jide would kiss me on the forehead, I smile thinking of them GOD DO I MISS THEM!

"Who do you miss?" Jay said looking really confused at me. Shit I must have said my words out loud again, why do I always do that

" I need to stop saying this out loud ah"

"Uh... Simon and JJ, its really hard sometimes knowing that they promised well... Simon promised me that they wouldn't forget me and we would see each other again and that he would always call, text and Skype me but he lied they both lied I haven't spoken to them for 6 years Jay.... 6 FUCKING YEARS, AND I MISS THEM SO MUCH...They probably don't even remember me or what I look like" I talk softer realising that I'm in a public place and I was just yelling. I wipe my tears from my face after noticing I was crying the whole time.

"I'm so sorry" I smile sadly remembering the good memories

"Anyway lets go.... Its time to record some songs" I smile softly, I start to walk away slowly but get pulled back by Jay

"Shianne wait, come here" Jay says as he open his arms wide expecting a hug

I walk into his arms and hug him and he hugs back

I sigh into the hug, Jay has good hugs but not the hugs that Simon or JJ had, they were warm, safe, comforting and protective hugs those are the hugs that I miss

"Thanks Jay, can we go now?" I whine and put on a puppy dogface

"Sure lets go, Anne" (Anne is Jay's nickname for her hope it's not confusing)

" I hate that name ew"

We walk into studio A (Media is what the studio looks like) and I walk straight into the recording box and put my headphones and get ready to record my new song

"Anne are you ready?" He says into the mic as he put his headphones on and plays with the controls.

"A Little Too Much by Shawn Mendes" Song in the (Media)

I hear a faint knock on the door and the door open but I don't look up

She would not show that she was afraid,

But being and feeling alone was too much to face,

Though everyone said that she was so strong,

What they didn't know is that she could barely carry on,

I wonder who walked in, it was probably one of jays assistants."

But she knew that she would be okay,

So she didn't let it get in her way,

Sometimes it all gets a little too much,

But you gotta realize that soon the fog will clear up,

And you don't have to be afraid, because we're all the same,

And we know that sometimes it all gets a little too much,

I started to frown at the lyrics to my song

She would always tell herself she could do this

She would use no help it would be just fine

But when it got hard she would lose her focus

So take my hand and we'll be alright

And she knew that she would be okay,

So she didn't let it get in her way,

This song is mostly about Simon and I, how he was always there for me, but I guess things change and so do people. I feel tears slide down my face as I'm strumming strings on my guitar.

Sometimes it all gets a little too much,

But you gotta realize that soon the fog will clear up,

And you don't have to be afraid, because we're all the same,

And we know that sometimes it all gets a little too much, yeah.

I wish things could go back to how it was when I was 16

A little too much, I said a little too much, oh.

Sometimes it all gets a little too much,

But you gotta realize that soon the fog will clear up,

And you don't have to be afraid, because we're all the same,

And we know that sometimes it all gets a little too much yeah!

Sometimes it all gets a little too much,

But you gotta realize that soon the fog will clear up,

And you don't have to be afraid, because we're all the same,

And we know that sometimes it all gets a little too much.

I finished strumming the strings to my guitar and I heard clapping coming from the door area

I look up at the door to find ..........

(A/N I hope you guys like this chapter it was kind of a crapper chapter

Who do you think is at the door??

Hope you like this chapter sorry for it being so short

Adding the media later today sorry guys :)

Anyways have a lovely day and cya :)