It's an addiction u pick up the blade so that you won't feel a thing. You feel as it slices your wrists. The best
Feeling ever. You feel the blood oozing out of the cuts you've just made you do it again and again the cuts
Getting deeper as you go yet you don't feel anything at all and keep asking yourself "why am I doing this?" and
Your answer is always "because it takes the pain away" then you do it again you clean your cuts and exit
The bathroom you go to your room only to do it again you can't stop you want to end this once and for all so
You cut deeper and deeper you can't feel you wrist anymore so you cut the other one u pick up the blade and
Press it to your wrist and feel as it goes into your skin you let out a sigh a sigh of relief
Cut after cut and you start to cry but you keep going your starting to black out but you keep going you can
barely see but it feels to good to stop cut after cut deeper and deeper blood and more blood you fall to the
Ground having lost too much blood you close your eyes and wait, wait till your gone you whisper her name
One last time and say "I love you" even knowing that she wont hear you. You say "goodbye" and you
Black out knowing you wont wake this is what you wanted you wanted to leave everything and everyone Behind
