the fall

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As im spinning, hurtling at speed, plummeting toward the ground, a panic kicks in. What have i done, how could i have been so stupid - im too young to die, everyone has problems maybe im just blowing them up out of proportion - please, somebody save me. I try to scream but i cant breathe properly, then...........
Im standing over my body, looking down at the mangled child that i once was. Theres an eerie calm, not like before, this was different, i had no feelings or fear, i was just - there. I wasnt in heaven or hell, it was like it was a dream and i was watching from the outside and i had control of what was happining. Im gonna go back to see the people who made me do this, see if theyre feeling clever now.

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