I'll show you the dark side- a kylo ren fan fiction

The first day

As I woke startled by the loud blast that was my alarm well kylo's alarm I naturally tried to burry my head into the still warm body which had cuddled me to sleep that night, he suddenly spoke as I tried to keep him down and mumbled "Eva please let me get up I need to do a lot this morning and Hux won't be happy if I'm later than I already am" I mumbled back "but I don't want to be alone and anyhow I don't even know my way around and I'm hungry all" he cut you off "i know that's why today I will be back to show you around so you know where to get food but try and rest today as your first day of training is tomorrow no matter your mental state or physical" I then mumble "thank you ren"
I later woke with a air of confusion about what was going on right now as I didn't expect anything to be happening right now then I realised that kylo was back cuddling me sound asleep so I turned over and cuddled into him despite the fact when he is awake he hates any physical contact what so ever but he pulls me closer naturally. A couple of hours later you felt him stir as you knew I was hungry but was making small objects float with the force so when i lost concentration they would drop without a sound. I tilted my head and looked at him as he stirs and looks at you with confusion as he is trying to focus his eyes to see what you were doing and it turns out he saw me lifting objects with the force but allows me to continue on lifting the objects out of curiosity as to how log it would be before he was certain i am force sensitive so he decides to not say anything.
I turn to him and groan "Ren I'm hungry" as he smiles and hands you a small parcel I look at him in confusion as to say why are you giving me this as he knew to explain that it was food brought for me to keep me from passing out from hunger before dinner was served so I graciously thank him and find the food he has provided oddly amazingly nice, much better than the food from Jakku, in fact it was the best food that I had ever tasted.
Kylo looks at you as me as I am happily munching away on the amazing apple and blueberry pie that kylo had brought me to eat. As i finished the last bite of the pie which had an amazing taste which reminded me of someone's pies which I had when I was younger but you couldn't remember who it was that had the pie from before my memory was wiped in aid of my training of the force, soon after the thought tears started dripping down my face as I thought about how the light side told me nothing of my history at that point I shouted at kylo to give me his lightsaber and an empty useless room so I could get my anger out so he left me to my devices.
As it turns out I then fell asleep in that room after using the wall as a clean slate to draw my anger out on and woke up in the same room when the alarm for the new day had sounded and boy was I hungry so I rushed back to kylo's room to find him pacing as he turned to me I just started apologising as I had fallen asleep. Kylo gave me clothes which I would train in that day and as I looked at myself in the mirror I thought hot dam I didn't know I looked that good in black.
Training consisted of captain phasma shouting at the newer stormtroopers who hadn't ever handled a weapon but I was known as the best student she had in a long time due to my past which was not revealed by myself to the first order but I'm sure kylo could tell that I am force sensitive. But I couldn't tell as he was constantly observing my training as I was a newbie to him and coincidentally had to share a room with him and a bed and a similar attitude and feeling. I hadn't noticed that Phasma was becoming increasingly annoyed with one of the new stormtroopers who had no idea how to even pick up a weapon so she fired two blasts out of her blaster at the new stormtrooper which I immediately stopped using the force as I would not have a potential colleague shot and seriously injured.
It was at this point that kylo knew that his assumptions were true, that I am a force-sensitive girl which has had previous training and needed more advanced training in the force from the dark side as it was more prominent within me so kylo asked to speak to me so I allowed him to and as he did he said "you are no longer a stormtrooper Eva you will receive the training I have and learn to channel to dark side as it is much more powerful than the light side" which I was beyond happy with as I was going to be training with the most beautiful person ever who understands me and will continuously help to improve my powers and will lead with me in the future. Little did I know that kylo was feeling the same way about training with me as I was training with him as you gently glance over to him he has a smirk on beneath the helmet he had on and you were pleased as you get to keep the outfit you had on right now and add a cloak similar to kylo's and immediately you get presented with a lightsaber as he can tell you have used one before. Later that night you had no problem falling asleep in a already sleeping kylo ren's arms as you knew you were going to be spending a lot of time with him in the next few weeks, months, years and little did you know it would be for life until you both died.

/A/N I ABSOLUTELY LOVE WRITING FANFICTIONS I HADNT REALISED THIS UNTIL I BEGAN WRITING MY FIRST ONE IF YOU HAVE ANY SUGGESTIONS AS TO WHAT SHOULD HAPPEN IN THE FUTURE THEN PLEASE COMMENT OR ANY WAY I CAN MAKE IT BETTER, THANK YOU☺️/