If I die today

The beginning

It all happened in the 6th grade and it was 9th middle school and I know how it is to be "the new kid" at the school .

A random girl came up to me in the hallway and tripped me and then after that there was lunch. And at lunch she came up to me out of nowhere and some chocolate milk on my white old navy shirt. You could see through my white shirt it was pretty embarrassing so I ran off out of the cafeteria into the hallway crying.

Then I came up with a devilish idea to run home and do something I'll regret later on in life. After that I end up leaving the building at recess and going home to something I'll regret.

When I got home nobody was home because everybody was at work or school I ran up to my room and locked the door to the bathroom into my room and in the bathroom I ran a warm bath. And then I ran to my room where my shaver are
I broke one of my Shavers took the blade out of my shaver. Then taking the blade to my wrist cutting deeper and deeper every time I got into the bath after 14 cuts to the wrists.

Shortly after, I ended up passing out in the bathtub with the bathtub still running after an hour, somebody end up coming home didn't know it at the time there was water running down the stairs in the house My sister was trying to find out who was in the house she end up finding me in my room with the door locked she tried breaking the door. she couldn't .she ended calling for the neighbor's .the neighbors husband break down the door. and found me passed out in my room then the neighbor picks me up and takes me into my room .the tried to bring me back to life . the neighbors wife was calling 911 to come help me . then they ended up calling my parents to see what was my problem at the time and then after that. then ended up putting me in the hospital for 4 months to see what cause something this big of a problem. Then after the long four months I ended up going home they ended up putting me in homeschool for a while then the day came.

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Cliffhanger wait till next chapter

Xoxo Zariah